Hello all! I'm sooooooo depressed today. Last week I was feeling a little rough so I called my neuro to tell him what was going on and the next thing I know I'm being admitted to the hospital for a week long stay of plasmaphoresis and then IV IG and I STILL DON'T FEEL GOOD! I ACTUALLY FELT BETTER BEFORE I WENT IN! I've been on the sofa for the past 3 days just feeling sorry for myself, too weak to do anything, worrying about EVERYTHING and praying for a miracle..........MY hemo wants to put a permanent line in my arm cuz' he thinks I'm chronic, but I refuse to believe that. How can things have gone downhill so fast? I was feeling great for months! Now I'm scared to be alone, scared to do anything, for fear it will wear me out too quickly and I'll have to go back to the hospital - I was never afraid of anything before I was sick. I just took for granted that I'd always be healthy............Sorry for whining - I just don't know where to turn to right now........