Hey everybody!
Wanted to start off by saying how awesome it is that this place is here for people to talk, share and fight the isolation one can feel with a neurological condition.

Anyway, I have been experiencing a rapid decline in my ability to think, remember, reason, imagine, you name it. Starting with an unusual difficulty in concentrating, in just three months it has developed in to an inability to analyze or focus on anything at all, even trying to talk has become a problem.
I can feel my self twitching when I do have thoughts, and can even feel my brain twitching! I feel like every day my abilities are less, and I am spaced out and completely brain dead. Also, I have noticed that I can not direct my eyes to look at any point, or edge of an object at all. They keep sliding!! It's as if my eyes refuse to fully work together and actually see any one point in space. When I try they vibrate or twitch! I have become extremely sensitive to any kind of chemical, and am dominated by no higher thought than food.

I was prescribed Bupropion (Wellbutrin), 90 days ago, and although it has helped me be less emotional, my concentration has not improved at all, and I feel like the twitching might have gotten worse.

Last October I suffered a drug-induced psychotic break, and a 2 week episode of mania followed, both which have never happened before or since. I fear that some neurological damage was sustained that has triggered a degeneration. Or perhaps it's my own thinking, and improper eye tricks (that i thought were meditations) that have caused me to lose touch with my self. If any of this resonates or if anyone has any ideas, I would be so eternally grateful!

~Gambit00