hi tara,

i'm sorry you've gone thru so much and you're in so much pain.
but, congratulations on your marriage.

i'm glad you found NT. there are a lot of folks here who can lend a supportive hand. count me a one of them.

Hi Tara I agree very very strongly with what Lessa has said.
I have a neuro stim also, I have had mine for 8 years. You shouldnt have to go to neuro doc again. I doubt very much there is something wrong with your brain and as far as I know all of us who have stim implant can NOT have an mri so how much can this new visit with a neuro really help..it can only help fatten the pocket book or wallet of the neuro and your doc that is trying to make you go. when there is an issue with the stim it is the reps duty and responsibility to fix. I would go to the stim rep guy ! go with your gut just like lessa has said. The leads have probably slipped and need adjusting that is it !! It is highly unlikely there is anything at all wrong with your brain .
btw I got my stim after bad accident where trailer truck hit me from behind while I was stopped in school x-ing zone behind other cars. we have some thing in common and I am glad to meet you and hope to get to know you better. Very sorry that your dealing with such pain tho I know you will find this place helpful. If I can help please let me know.
PEACE
BMW...Tina

EDIT TO ASK WHEN YOU FEEL DID YOU HIT YOUR HEAD AT ALL????????

I just now was able to log on again (very busy preparing my first teaching demo on Monday!) and I am so touched wow I, feel so glad that I came here! I really want to thank you all for replying and making me feel so welcome here! I am still trying to figure my way around the site but I definitely am glad I decided to join here! Thank you again for listening and being so supportive and encouraging! I agree with everyone that it is my stim not anything wrong with my brain! My husband called my stim guy back(last night) and he convinced him to meet with me to try to reprogram me again. Right now, I am having problems with my charger and my device being able to find each other long enough to let me even charge properly! I really do like my stim rep he is always really nice and helpful I think maybe its my doctor who is getting in the way. The doctor wants to see if this neurologist thinks I need to have my stim taken out (which I don't want because it is helping my left leg actually just not anything else.) Anyway, I have a lot of homework but I just wanted to thank everyone and let you all know that update. Hope you all have a great weekend and I promise to be back soon and let you know how things go!

sincerely,
tara

Hi Tara, and many thanks for venturing to share in this forum! We are all here wanting to do our best to try to help if we may and if we can.

By way of introduction, I am Mark56, a post op permanently installed SCS unit of Boston Scientific manufacture. My implant surgery occurred 29 June, a mere two and a half weeks ago, and thus far I feel grateful to have the benefit of this miraculous device. Having felt it important to share the path of diagnosis to Trial followed by permanent implant and recovery, I started a thread in the SCS/Pain Pump subforum you can find here:

http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/thread117854.html

The SCS subforum with all of its many contributions is found here:

http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum118.html

One reason for chiming in is my particualar path leading to implant surgery bears some resemblance to yours. This I offer, because I want to help you feel embraced by us as a whole. We each bring a perspective to pain management forged by our walk through life, whether by disease, trauma, or other cause. Pain is pain. It isolates as you know so well. It invades every corner of your being because, well...... it is THERE. We as a group will gladly respond as your needs come to mind and as you post, so feel welcome to post whenever your heart cries out for those who experience these phenomena to come alongside. Length of post is NO BARRIER to entry here. If you feel the need to pour out your thoughts and feelings at length please feel no embarassment. If a post is brief..... OK too.

It is wonderful to learn your husband is there alongside to aid and give comfort knowing you have needs and being able to lend affection, support, hugs..... when needed. I feel SO BLESSED to have the aid and comfort of my life partner, my wife, my soulmate, my best friend. God gave me a most wonderful blessing when 37 years ago HE brought us together, and we are together for life! My wreck now almost 5 1/2 years ago took away from me a wonderful VERY high paying career in law. Our family knew many blessings because of that career which came to an abrupt halt due to my overwhelming gut wrenching pain of the back, legs, arms, hands, and head due to my injuries. I am a veteran of the operating room now, gosh I want to forget.... 27 times. We have striven to put Humpty Dumpty together again, and I think, I hope, I pray, that these many procedures capped by the SCS implant surgery has done just that.

You are SO YOUNG and have so much before you! Sure, the docs are seemingly confused by what is going one, but my situation seemed beset with such issues as well. Docs arguing over my care. One, a friend, stetched our friendship to the point of, well...... dimishment, his choice, not mine, because of arguments with his brethren.

Among my injuries from the wreck was a concussion. Part of my memory dissappeared. Vanished. I was sent for neurologic scrutiny even as you are now being recommended just to make sure everything was OK. They wanted to be sure I had no bleeds. There were none, a fact proven by a series of tests and MRI rides through the tube. That allayed concern from a brain injury perspective although the headaches I endured for MANY weeks after the wreck seemed at first to be the major concern. This may be the reason you have been asked to see a neurologist. I only write of this because my experience showed a reason for the tests.

Regarding the loss of sensation in your lower limbs that issue should be a great concern to your docs. It has been to mine. More tests, more MRI screens, more time. In my situation, it turned out I have permanent injury to the nerves which serve my legs. The stuff of which SCS will NOT address for me. I am numb below the knee in the left leg and in my right foot. I, too, have a wheel chair which I use for long length excursions, a cane for the other times because I am not sensate in my feet. The ground is down there, but my feet do not register it.

The nerve pain which threatened to drive me to the brink of insanity [oh, I don't know, but the concept fits] is due to the permanent injury to my nerves below L6/S1, chronic radicular neuropathic pain, the kind which BURNS and SPASMS without my God sent Boston Scientific unit. I am thrilled so far with my results and am trying to be the obedient patient, allowing the paddles to scar in through healing to a more solid placement.

You present much by way of thought provoking "has my unit been injured" question that I should think your docs and manufacturer rep would want to be certain of your situtation without a brush off as you fear. You and your husband can push together trying to make sure all of your issues are addressed. I know my wife has accompanied me to all of my doctor appointments, in part because I might not remember all, and in part to be an advocate for me if I am missing something. It has been a good solution for us as we worked bit by bit, moment by agonizing moment through this horrific pain profile I presented.

If there is anything I can offer by way of thought on questions you have due to our commonality of issues and situation, I will be happy to chime in. In the meantime, I will definitely pray for you and your family as your situation begs for help far beyond any I can possibly provide.

Oh, and Tara, this is an example of it's OK to write what you need to regardless of the length,

Here for you as you wish,
Praying,
z,
Mark55

Mark56, Wow! Thank you so much for sharing your experiences with me! I am so sorry for your accident and the injuries that happened to you! I am so glad though that you found relief in the stim or I guess its called (SCS?)on here. I also have a Boston Scientific perm. implant (not the paddle leads yet the other ones) but I had a Medtronic for my temp implant though. I understand how you feel about going through lots of tests and surgeries because I started having health problems in my teens and have had many different surgeries and things removed or in the case of the stim added on I did see the stim guy again and he said my leads have not moved enough for a surgery and that I have to see the neuro. And actually after reading your story about the numbness it probably is a good idea for me to see the neuro because he might be able to figure out what is going on and help. Thank you for the warm welcome and listening to my concerns and offering advice!

Tina, Thank you so much for sharing your story and replying to my message! I am so sorry about your accident and I am really sorry that you were injured from it! I hope that the stim has helped you though and that your pain is doing better! My accident was in winter and I was on my way to school. I was rear ended by a school bus and then two other cars hit me while I was waiting on the ambulance. I am still scared to drive and have trouble being a passenger at times. I am also still going through a law suit over it which makes things even harder.

In September, I fell outside of the hospital (I was there to get my aortic aneurysm checked on). I did not hit my head when I fell tho. I ended up with a sprained ankle and my legs were all bruised up and swollen I also scraped up my arm pretty good. After that fall I started having more problems with my stim and also I ended up falling some other times which I think added to my stim having problems. When I saw my stim guy on Tuesday he did say that the leads had moved just not enough for them to fix them or do surgery. He and my doctor want me to get checked out by the neuro because they think there is a separate issue going on with my leg that is causing the numbness and extra pain so I have to get it checked out. At least he explained it better to me and was way nicer than my doctor was about it! For the time being I am back on my walker (so I don't have anymore falls). Thank you for the advice and the warm welcome

Thank you very much for your reply and for the congratulations! I am so thankful for my husband because he has been with me through most of this and has been to the doctor appts, many hospital stays and test appts and he never gets mad or upset with me because I am sick or in pain! I am especially thankful because I used to be in an extremely abusive marriage so I figured I would never find a man that would treat me well until I met him I appreciate your support and making me feel so welcome!