Last June, when I first found NT, I was full of questions and lots of fear. I wanted to talk but not listen. The people helped, listened &, bit by bit, gently moved me over into the listening category myself.

They saved my sanity.

Someone from the Community welcome group will link you to where the folks more familiar with your situation hang out. In the meantime, I hope you can relax & start feeling your way around the forums. Read some of the posts, check out the the forums, some aren't medically-based but deal with spiritual support, care-giving, etc.

Take care of you. If I can do anything (I'm getting even better at listening all the time), drop me a line!
C.G.