hello Justice

so sorry to hear of all you have been suffering

there are many members here who understand.
You will find some of them in our Survivors of Suicide Forum at http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forumdisplay.php?f=29

and others in our BiPolar Forum at
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forumdisplay.php?f=38

I know you will find much caring support here

THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT,IT'S HARD FOR ME TO BE THE ONE NEEDING IT.I AM A MODERATOR ON A DIFFERENT WEBSITE,HELPING TEENS,AND YOUNG ADULTS TO KEEP FROM CUTTING,AND HARMING THEM SELVES.BUT FOR ME TO START ASKING FOR HELP,I FEEL WOULD MAKE THEM FEEL I'M NOT STABLE ENOUGH TO HELP THEM,WHEN I'M REALLY GOOD AT WHAT I DO THERE.IT'S JUST A LOT DIFFERENT TO ADVISE YOURSELF,THEN TO GIVE ADVICE TO OTHERS.SO THANKS FOR BEING HERE!

(((((((((((((( Justice ))))))))))))))))

Even those of us that find ourselves caretakers need support as well. We have to take care of us to be able to give for others. I've learned this the hard way.

I'm so sorry for your loss.

We're here and listening.

Also, don't hesitate to post at psychcentral.com We have some really caring people over there as well. DOUBLE the support for you.

Don't hesitate to PM if you need. I'm an admin here and an admin at a mental health website, so I understand your need to maintain yourself for others. It can be a difficult balance, but again, we're here for you.

KD