heb1212 |
05-08-2013 10:14 AM |
A Compassionate "Ditto"
Spectrum and Ginnie...
Thank God for this website, right? Otherwise, we'd be even more alone. Of all the crazy, unthinkables to happen. It did to me, too. Two lines from your posts struck me: "I honestly can't believe this has happened" and "Unfathonable pain." And because you otherwise look "normal", no one understands that your "normal" is a mask hiding unmerciful pain. How could anyone understand this? So many times when I've dared to open up and share with someone that my whole body burns, I get this look like, really? Your whole body? Hmmm, that sounds awful. Yeah, it's really awful... and, really, truly, honestly, it's my whole body. I'm not crazy! My story began with my waking
one night with my feet and calves buzzing, tingling. In the weeks to follow, unusual paresthesias and burning pain engulfed my entire body, including my inner mouth, tongue, gums, throat, inner ears... crap, even my eyes have a burning sensation. I think you, Ginnie, referred to the electrical "zingers" in your scalp... thanks for sharing that because when it happens, it makes me feel like I'm having a stroke or something. All systems NORMAL on CNS testing though (thank goodness) but always leaves me wondering if yet something else is happening.
I wonder if any one or both of you could share the wording of your SFN biopsy results that diagnosed the non-length dependent neuropathy? Did it say anything about axonal swellings? Mine seemingly was triggered by a virus I had, but the doctors can't say for sure. I choke back tears all the time while clinging to the hope that, one day, I will be well again. Hope can be a scary thing when faced with such an unknown as this, I know... a fool's prayer or an expression of enormous faith. I choose enormous faith (most of the time). Please, let's try to stay Neurotalk buddies to encourage and just dump on.:hug:
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Originally Posted by Spectrum
(Post 981551)
Thanks Ginnie. One of the docs I've been seeing, in addition to neurologists, is a pain management expert/physiatrist at a major center in the DC area. He has no other ideas for me, so I guess I'll have to find someone else. I wonder if there are others on NeuroTalk who, for lack of a better way to put it, "have what I have." This kind of non-length dependent SFN is apparently extremely rare, and I haven't really found anyone with whom to compare notes. Certainly not in my everyday life. In fact, I might be one of a handful of people at most with this condition in a major metropolitan area of 3 million plus people. Crazy...
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