yolinda,

It is great to have you come and be with us. You will fine a great number of dear friends to listen when you are in need of ears. Please, just let us know how we can help you out. You will find out we are supportive and relaxing place.

Please keep us up to date on your situation. Again welcome, looking forward to seeing you around. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Good mornin.. its been a difficult week. I been feeling this wierd and uncool feeling. I feel as if i am lost or forgot whi i am. Its strange and i know it sound stupid but its scary. I know im me yollie but when i see me in the mirror i dont remember how i look before tthe injury. I see my pictures but the person i see seems happier and different but its me. Why? Aalso i been irradiated and having isssue with light and the noises. Its.like when im talking to someone beside me i can hardly hear them but someone feets away from me it as if they are yelling in my ears. My head hurts bad and its still fells numb. I have bad mood swings. I can't remember stuff and feel confuse alot. Than for a moment its like i am fine and feel normal but all of a sudden the feelings come back. Usually in the morning i feel ok. When i start to do stuff it ruins my day. I hate it so much. People think im lying when i explain how i feel but i am not. I wish i was lying. I wanna feel normal again and feel that person i am i was before. I have an MRI today and im hoping for bettrr news. Anyone please tell me i am not alone and im not crazy...

Today i got my MRI done but i dont know anything yet. Its like every day i get worse and becoming someone i am not. I find myself depressed more and the more i want answers the more worst i feel. I dont know why i am going through this. Its like one day my life was taken away from me. As i had mentioned i was attack by a group of girls i never knew or seen in my life. For what reason and why did the person do this to me. I keep asking myself what did to do wrong to someone to deserve this. Its making me crazy thinking of it. I dont feel like i am who i was before and i dont know how to be that person . I hate feeling the way i feel. I am made at myself because i have kis and its like i am going through mood swings and i dont like it when i get frustrated with them. Thank god for my husband he has been doing everything for me and dealing with me. I need help.something i feel like why me and alone and no one understand what i am going through. Why does it feel like i am or well never be happy.