Hi All,
Its been awhile since Ive been on here or posted I just havent felt up to it or really felt up to doing much of anything these days honestly. The past few months have been tough the pain has become so horriably bad from head to toe I just want to scream & I do my fair share of just breaking down in tears, most of my time is now spent in bed because its the only place I can be somewhat comfy. I only last a few minutes in a chair or sitting position before it starts setting off a ton of pain down my legs & up my back then I start swelling up too same thing if Im on my feet for any period of time I do my best to try to be positive but after more than 9yrs of having the RSD & all the hell that come along w/it Im running out of positive. I got another denial letter from the ssi office last week so thats
the 2nd denial Ive gotten since I got a lawyer so now I hav to go before a judge to appeal my claim & what makes me soooo mad is the ssi office told me they wanted to either wait til after I see my doc or Id see a doc they send me to before any decission was made yet with in a few days after their call w/me I had a denial letter we r so what happened to a doc appt is my question & I swear it was the same guy I spoke to last time the ssi office called & the same thing happened, with in days I was denied...its just not fair & Im so frustrated with everything I just dont know what to do anymore I feel so alone, everyday is a silent fight through the pain, through the frustrations the emotions etc. ok Ive gone on long enough sorry for the rant & any misspells did this from my phone which isnt easy..happy new year everyone!