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Wowwwwww!! I cannot believe what I am reading. These are literally the exact same issues I am having. When you mentioned girlfriend getting on the bed and laying down on a pillow and having a setback. Wow. Unreal. Same here. I too was extremely active, always there for my friends and family, positive, upbeat. That is all a challenge now, but still grinding and trying to find a way to recover.
I first want to say I am very sorry to hear about your accident, and I hope that we may find ways to heal, cope and eventually recover fully. I just signed up and randomly clicked your post before creating my own to tell my story. I will repost this elsewhere as well.. Unless we can get the famous Mark from Idaho to join in as I would love to hear his thoughts. My story is:[LIST][*]I played football from ages 10-17, I also played baseball and basketball until ages 17. I had major bumps along the way, but never truly diagnosed with a concussion or had any major symptoms.[*]Fast forward to Sophomore year in College, head on collision. I was a passenger in my friend's car when a woman in a large Truck didn't correctly merge when turning left. We were going speed limit at 45mph. Airbag exploded in my face. Felt dizzy, flu like like symptoms that left after a few days. Sciatic pain ever since.[*]Then.. In July of 2014 I was rear ended on the freeway. My car was completely stopped but the woman was eating a hamburger and hit the back of my car going roughly 10-20mph. We all thought it was extremely minor but this was the beginning of my downfall. When we we were struck, I was turned to my right, speaking to my friend in the passenger seat, which I think also was a major problem, along with whiplash, as it stretched the ligaments severely in the left side of my neck. I had minor cognitive symptoms, but mostly just chocked it up to having whiplash pain. Which I have dealt with ever since. Neck MRI shows osteoarthritis on the left side, but no other major issues beyond muscle spasms and pain throughout left side. [*]Then in September of 2015 the MAJOR problems began. I was working out at the gym and it was extremely crowded. I was doing 'wall sits' in a tiny little area and didn't realize what was above me. I was resting on the floor, breathing heavily, when I got up very quickly and stuck the back of my head, just above the brain stem on the right side. I struck the thickest part of the steel squat bar at a fairly accelerated rate. Ahhhh how horrible it has been since then. My neck pain returned immediately and I felt like I had a knife split down the left side of my head. I instantly felt 'off' but did not become unconscious. The entire right side of my brain felt fine while the left side felt full of pressure and I felt extremely tired. I slept for 14 hours that night and felt somewhat better the next morning. But the following day, and every day since then, has been a nightmare. My first major symptoms were slurred speech, extreme pressure all through my left side, not able to work or talk for more than 30 minutes, walking around the block would result in extreme light headedness, dizzy spells, 'gray' outs, etc. I also immediately began dealing with severe emotional issues. Major anxiety and depression began to sink in when I realized how much head trauma I have actually had in my past, plus what recent study suggests about repetitive head trauma, plus never having these symptoms before in my life and basically becoming mostly non-functional after always going 110% in everything I did, plus the actual, real damaged and excited pathways that were beginning to take root in my mind. I also began to have a weird numbness feeling running down the left side of my body and extending into my toes. I must have some kind of nerve damage. Then a few months later, after minor improvement with vestibular therapy, CBT and nutrition, I had my first major setback. I was getting into my friends car as slowly and as carefully as I possibly could, paying 100% attention to not bumping my head. The problem was the car was parked along a pothole and slightly higher than normal curb and I misjudged it completely (plus still concussed from previous accident) and barely knicked the back of my head, this time on the left side. This did not hurt in anyway and prior to the injury I would have not even thought twice about it, but it caused my situation to become much worse.. Within a few hours my symptoms reset to the first week mark and the pain and pressure 'spread' to the right side of my brain and neck. Since then the setbacks have become astronomical and nearly impossible to avoid. Car rides, bus rides, touching my face too quickly, literally laying down on the best possible cervical pillow, any wind that hits the left side of my body that is over 3-4mph will all set me back at various degrees. It sounds out of this world. It must be psycho somatic they say, maladaptive response. And in some ways I do think it is partially tied to to this - but I know there has to be something else going on. Since my original concussion I have gotten somewhat better. I would say roughly 40% - 50% better. This has come from time, rest, learning my triggers, various therapies and supplements, but ultimately I cannot get over these setbacks, which in turn has never given my brain the opportunity to even try to heal fully and properly. Just commuting or going outside is like an obstacle course for me. It's absurd. I am so thankful that I read your post. I am all set to meet a new doc this coming Wednesday who specializes in concussion recovery. I have seen the works of doctors.. All that you can imagine. I will bring this up to him and see if he can give me an accurate diagnosis... Would be happy to answer any questions I can for you.. You have already answered so many for me. Here are my current symptoms: constant intracranial pressure, tension type headaches, minor gait and balance issues on the left side, minor numbness like feeling on left side of body, scalp pain, neck pain and spams, particularly on the left side, eye twitching, pressure behind the eyes, constantly watery eyes, difficulty concentrating, especially after a setback, anxiety (much more in control w this now), constant ringing in the ears, difficulty expressing my self through emotions. The emotions are there but there is a physical barrier on the left side that 'dampens' my level of feeling and emotion and state of consciousness. I went to a cognitive rehabilitation program and it did help quite a bit. I feel less foggy, more clear headed and my memory is almost back to normal, or seemingly normal. But they could not quite help with the physical symptoms, although they did provide other vestibular therapy and suggestions, along with pointing me in the right direction of something nerve related that was likely causing the majority of my physical symptoms. Which I now feel almost certainly to be true after reading your story. Thanks again for posting, if you're interested, I'll let you know how my doc visit goes. Would be happy to answer any questions as well.. The biggest question I want answered is what the hell should I actually be doing about it - resting, powering through, somewhere in between, taking pain meds, shots??? Where to spend my time and resources... Thanks, D Quote:
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if stretching your neck to the left or right, tilt left or right, tilt up or down increases symptoms. limit neck movements, make three homemade flexible icepacks of 5 oz rubbing alcohol to 3 oz of water, double ziplock bag it. (qt size is nice) freeze all, single hankerchief, place one in it, tie around your neck so flexible ice area is covering from your hairline to about 3" downward of back of neck. keep swapping out for colder ones until it is actually starting to burn with cold. if it gets to the point of ur fingertip touching that back area of your neck is almost numb to the touch, then back off icing...once you reach that burning cold point..(hankerchief as single layer between)...see if your tolerance to do more increases. hankerchief allows tightening of flexible ice pack as it thaws...and as it thaws...with both hands just swish cold fluid back and forth to mix up warming fluid with the cold fluid still in it. if this helps at all...be forewarned...once that neck area warms up...sooner or later...symptoms will likely increase...this is just a half arsed delay tactic that works for me...just numbing with cold that occipital nerve area.
I want to follow ur progress..may we learn from each other. |
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if you have access to see one...trust me...find a phsychologist that specializes in TBI and or post concussive patients... if not just has a lot of them as their majority. the wrong one will do you nothing good mentally. (i found out). "learning the new you" that is your new part time job. no one can better learn what triggers, what elevates, what burns you out mentally...then yourself. their job is to help you get through it and maybe find the doc or therapist that can help you adjust. Downtime with boredom can be your nemesis. find something to preoccupy your mind depending on what u r able to do each day. even if that means that you are just laying down and just resting while listening to an audio book. if sleep is an issue...restful sleep. try librivox app on a smart phone or tablet. find a free online audio book that you might like, download it, listen to it with earbuds...even as you sleep. it will help to subconsciously keep ur brain distracted to maybe help get a more restful sleep or just pass downtime. I hope this helps.
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