I really wasn`t intending to keep adding,but again I must say thank you Chemar.How very traumatic...hurricanes must be absolutely terrifying. And no electricity for weeks.How awful...and yet you are so right about folk pulling together.,today I have sat and the tears have just flowed...but not for my own plight...but for the situation that my elderly neighbours are in.
Their once beautiful and passionately cared for front garden is now a heap of furniture.Absolutely everything has been ripped from their home.

I managed to stay up;beat whilst in their company but once behind closed doors..I broke my heart.

It has been inferred through a private mail that my life seems to be "one round of adventure to try to turn into an opportunity."
AN OPPORTUNITY TO DO WHAT? Might I ask?

Perhaps this person would like pictures of my furniture stacked way high in the garden.
Perhaps I should be a whingeing whining complainer.
Perhaps I should try to make everybody on this site bloody miserable and feel sorry for me...instead of my upbeat manner.
Perhaps I should moan at every touch and turn about my goddamn lot.
Maybe if I were argumentative...belligerent,bombastic and self opinionated...that would fit better.
Maybe if I analysed everyones posts and did my best to shred them...then that would suit.
Or better still, be confrontational.

Maybe I should choose someone to blame...my past...my peers...my friends...this forum. Now that would

I can`t give myself an excuse for this angry outburst other than someone has a double edged sword for a tongue.And I no longer can keep my patience or be gracious about the little jibes and digs.

No...sadly I can`t excuse myself this outburst by giving myself a "medical condition|" that would seemingly allow me to say what I like,when I like,how I like...and negate it all by blaming a medical condition.

What you see here is me...angry,...blazing angry.

I am sorry I have duped you all...mislead you all.....taken you in....held your attention in this way...pretendedc to be interested in you...pretended to show compassion and understanding.
WOW/....I should really be on the stage and up for an oscar if I were that good.



I have requested again that this thread be closed.

That is all.
Steff

Dear Steffi

please do not leave without letting me help you resolve this

I am going to lock your thread as that is what you have requested at this time when you are clearly upset, and I can re-open it anytime you feel it is ok

Steffi
you are VERY precious to us and we value you here as a member