Just feeling sorry for myself. I have had a terrible attack of dysautonomia over the past few days. If testing is to be done, now is the time. But things don't work out that way, do they...

It started with my bladder - feeling the need to be emptied every ten minutes, or so, and in large quantities. Then some of the worse of it yesterday. My heart yo-yoing all over the place tachycardia to slow pace. Every time I get up, it gets worse. I get those white dots in my eyes almost constantly. And the pain... My stomach also stopped working - the dreaded gastroparesis. Also, severe nausea and temperature fluctuation. My arm always hurts, but my fingers started hurting on the fingertips. They feel bruised.

The only thing that helps is taking an ambien, laying down and going to sleep. This seems to be the only relief. Sleep and time.

I guess I just needed to unload. I hate it when I feel like this...

Mere