[FiestLady24]

I am new to this site. Besides the burning in my feet I have horrible weakness in my legs. The weakness strips me of my confidence. I use to be quite motivated and now I feel like my days are revolved around my pain. I also feel like I need to shake my legs all the time which drives me insane!! I am a first generation Italian woman. 43 years old. I love following my traditions and it has become hard because the pain takes your dignity too. Right now my Doctor has me on 2 Ultram a day and 1 Norco (weakest dose) at night. My Doctor is very conservative. I am in pain all day. Do I need to see a different Doctor, Who understands this disease? And when your health ins. is limited, where else can you go? Also how do I tell my Doctor exactly how much pain I am in to get my point across?? I am just coming to terms that I have to deal with this for the rest of my life. I just want to feel some comfort, not be in pain everyday, sleep at night and go on about my day and do the stuff I enjoy doing. This is the first time I am talking about this. Let me be totally honest and say that when I see a women my age who have it put together and have a healthy body I get very gelous and ****** off.......WHY ME???????