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Well I am in bed again,because of my legs and the pain. You know what's really funny? Everybody sees what kind of pain I am in and that my walking gets worse everyday,jet I am expected to do my daily routine of doing the household getting the kids ready for school in the morning doing breakfast,lunch and dinner,amazing,homework,bath time and bedtime. Every second weekend we get the other 2grandkids,which ads more work for me well this is the weekend and at this point and time I have no idear of how I am to do this. I am at a point in my life where I should have my family to fall back on to but that is just a nice thought nothing more,they will hate me for what I am getting ready to do,I will have to tell them that they are going to take the kids to babysitters and other programs so that I can apply for some help for me. Well I am going to stop right now but will remain logged in.