Just checking in.
 

Hey !!!

It feels like forever since I last posted...

My life has been a mess.
I need 50 petri dishes full of cells and so far I only have 20... Which means, I still dont have results for this semester !!! Panic.

I had a car accident. I silly truck hit me on the back. My car (dad's) is non functional :( My neck and back still hurt and the accident was last week (monday)... It was horrible.

On the good side of life... Im so interested in a finnish guy... He is a musician, I talk to him on FB BUT ! he lives in Helsinki... I have no clue if he likes me or not... He is coming to Mexico in november to play at my birthday party :)

My birthday party is a bitter sweet experience so far... Im excited but stressed.... I have never had a party like this you know... It will be in a hotel and it is costing me money... Dad is mad and etc...

So, this is what's keeping me busy but, I always have you on my mind.

Love you so much !

:hug:

Hey Blue. I'm sorry that you are having a bad time,but Hey,the Finnish guy might like you. I hope that he's a good person who would not be selfish,and that he would be mature. Wouldn't that be nice. BF:hug::hug::hug:

Hello Steve !!

How have you been ??

Yeah... I really would like him to be my boyfriend... But at the same time, i think maybe Im just setting my expectatives too high... Blah, who knows :o

Hi, Majo,

It is good to hear from you. :circlelove:

M

You never know. You could send a friend over to him to tell him that she'd(YOU)like to meet you. That helps if both people are shy. I speak from experience. I was extremely shy when I was growing up. BF:hug::hug::hug:

your birthday party sounds so exciting. i bet it will be so great. i am so sorry about the accident. I was in a minor accident once and couldn't believe the whiplash. to be hit by a truck. take care.
love
bobby

Thank you for checking in! sorry about the lack of cells, you will get there.
hoping that your neck feels better soon.
Sounds like a fun birthday party.
I just had one for jeff he was so surprised!
bizi

Sorry you were in a accident. Take care of yourself.

Glad you have a interest in a guy. Just take it slow, and make sure your right
and he is the one.

Its nice you can have a online relationship.

Donna:grouphug::hug:

Hello my loved ones !

Today precisly, I feel too much pain... my wrist, my neck, my back... cant stand them... Will ring doc tonight to let him know... :(

I dont know... I think Im to "weak" to be in a relationship... Im very... possesive, obsessive, jealous, etc etc etc and I HATE when he doesnt talk to me and talk to others (girls) instead.... It makes me feel depressed.... so, I dont think this is a good idea....

Im at the lab... full of work... when all I wish is I could be home watching my lava lamps...

:(

Mayo

Sounds like you are having reactions to the accident. I think you need
to ring the doctor as soon as you can.

When it comes to having a Relationship. Take it slowly, try just being
a friend first. It sounds like he wants to be friends with many girls,
but maybe there are many guys too he is talking to that you just
dont realize.

So start looking to see if other guys and gals will talk to you also.

Don't isolate yourself.

Donna:grouphug::hug:

Hey Blue I'm sorry that you are hurting like this. First things first. Either go to the Emergency room,or go to a emergency doctor. Your boss should know of the extenuating circumstances caused by a accident on the road that was not your fault. Do you have the insurance information of the driver that hit you?

Poor Blue. Hugs. BF:hug::hug::hug:

yes this is important that you take care of yourself and seek medical help. this is not your fault.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

Im fine, I mean, according to doc.

No worries.

:)

Take care.

Much love.

Majo

:hug:

Iconcrash
 

Dear Majo,

I listened to the youtube link. Also to their "We are the Night."
They have a lot of energy and power. :)


M

That's true Mari :)

I love their music. It's the only "danceable" music I would listen too haha

:)

:hug:

Oh yes. They have the beat. They have the European sound also. Very good. BF:hug::hug::hug:

It is friday my sweet friends !!!!!!!!!!!! :hug:

At least a good new ! :p

Love you all so much !!!

Hi,

I love the weekend.
http://www.easyfreesmileys.com/smileys/music-126.gif
http://www.easyfreesmileys.com/smile...mileys-616.gif http://www.easyfreesmileys.com/smile...mileys-614.gif
Let's here it for the weekend!! http://www.easyfreesmileys.com/smile...smileys-57.gif

M

Hahahahaha ! Me too Mari !!! Sooooo much !!!

Annnnnd, Iconcrash's singer send you lots of greetings ! :D

How can I edit a previous post ?? Is it impossible now !? :(

Contact a moderator for help.

M

you can click on the little red triangle(bottom left of the post) of the post that you want to be deleted then write a note to the mods to to delete it.
good luck.
bizi

Done ! thank you !!!

I suddenly thought what if...he.... nevermind...

I told him I love this place and how much I love you. He said it is great that I have fond you :) :D :hug: :hug: And send you greetings to all you here !!

Have a nice sat dear ones !

Is anybody online ??

Im feeling so lonely.... :(

Hi Majo :circlelove:

Been meaning to pop in and say hi... but i do one or two posts and then i am kersplat like bug on my bed.

so so sorry about the accident. i hope you are feeling much better now. :o :hug:

how exciting about meeting that swedish musician, wow!!! :D

anyway i'm sending you lots and lots of hugs :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

and love :Heart:

take care of yourself

~ waves ~

p.s. grOW, cells, GROWW!! ~~~

Hey Mayo

When I'm online I'm usually on facebook so look me up there.

Or will be soon.

Donna:grouphug::hug:

Waves my sister !!!!! :grouphug:

Donna, sometimes the last thing I want is to enter FB :( had a nasty day there yesterday...

Neverming, greetings to all here... I will write more when my mind and soul feel clearer...

Sorry Mayo

I check in here too. But can't always tell if someone is here.

So if you are looking for someone to chat.

Try starting a new thread saying chat anyone.

We will try.

Donna:grouphug::hug:

that is a good idea donna!
sorry you did not get to chat with anyone. have you ever tried to chat with the other people in the chat rooms? there is usually some one in there thru out the day night.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

Hey Blue. Is your back,and neck still doing O K? I hope so. A truck is a major sized vehicle to be hit by in your car. BF:hug::hug::hug:

Yep Steve... Just my knee still bothers a bit... :( :hug:

Yeah Bizi, entered the chat room but, I saw users online but didnt know which room to enter hehe :o

Thanks Donna, it is ok :) :hug:

Are you hiring him to sing at your party?
This sounds like a fancy party, very stressful. I know that you will make it be fantastic and have a lot of fun. When is your birthday?and when is the party? Sorry that your dad is mad....
how are you feeling after the accident? did your dad get a new car? or get it fixed? Were you guys a one car family? How do you get to your work/lab?
How are the cells coming along?
bizi

I have been wondering how the cells are going too.

Donna:grouphug::hug:

Helllooooooooooooooo !!! :hug:

Still no experiments for this semester.... Im still in panic and under so much stress.... :( The cells are growing but not as fast as I need them you know.... :(

We fixed the car thanks God !!! and also, dad has been in a better mood these days thanks the Lord !!!! :eek: :o :)

Yeah Bizi.. Im hiring him... and, I dont know... I have never been like the best dealing with humans hehehe but this huy drive me nuts.... One day we talk as if we were friends and the next day, I get an email from his "management" asking all sort of.... hum... snob questions ? like, where can we have the soundcheck ? we need enough beds, we need a driver... etc etc etc.... and Im like, yeah, but why didnt he tell me before ? and when I try to ask him, he is like, I dont mind if you pick us up or who, I dont mind about the food etc... So, this is really driving me crazy....

How have you been ? Im gonna go check... :grouphug:

This is about business for him, his manager is just getting all of the details down...the singer hires him to do this for him so he doesn't have to worry about the details, at least this is what it seems like.
sorry he is driving you crazy. sorry about your cells....can you start more?
bizi

Yeah Bizi.... I think you are right.... I think it was very s t u * i d of my part to get in love with him... :( Those guys are probably in their own world with models and stuff :(

Yeah, I split my cells all the time... 1 dish gives me 2 and that, but still.... It took them about one week to fill a dish so I can split them in two.. STRESS !

:o

Hi, Blue,

Keep taking care of yourself! :hug: :hug: :hug:

M

Hi !!!

So, my life has been a mess... specially emotionally speaking.... I have been crying a lot, feeling extra tired AND, having conflicts everywhere and with everyone.... The positive side is, that I think the ones that remained by my side, are my true friends, those that understand my mental issues and my healthy problems and how this affects my temper and character and mood.... but that understand that I love my friends and that sometimes my words dont come from my heart or soul, but from my silly brain not working properly...

I have always had trouble with human relations... :(

Went to the doc and told me to take my prozac with 50 mg of zinc.... but, I felt completely sleepy after taking the zinc.... is that normal ?? Has anyone experienced this ??

Hugs for everyone. :hug:

Majo,

Sleepiness can be a side effect of zinc.


M

Thanks Mari !!!

It is definetely too strong for me !!! Oh my...