all worked up....
 

I think I am getting hypo.....am obsessing and controlling...and I don't like it one bit....
my business is down and I have been trying to use a marketing firm called seize the deal...I would be the featured business of the day. and get new clients.
BUT THEY WON'T CALL ME BACK!!!!! iT HAS BEEN LIKE 2 WEEKS AND i HAVE CONTACTED THEM 3 TIMES VIA INTERNET WEBSIGHT LIKE IT SAYS TO DO....very frustrating....:mad:

I am so impatient......
I all of a sudden feel broke and am obsessing about money....
I feel like we have been foolish and have been living outside of our means for years....now our savings is dwindling....I packed a lunch this week and feel good about that...we are switching to local fiber tv and internet.
I could save a lot of money if I could iron my own scrub pants....


my arm is hurting from being on the computer...carpel tunnel acting up I think...
For some reason my body is over stimulated....
I took my night meds and need to go to bed.
I just picked at my face....I have not done that in months....
sigh
bizi

Dear Bizi, :hug: :hug: :hug:
Lots of hugs.

i hope the sleep helps. Thinking about money issues can cause frustration. It's good that you have taken steps to feel more in control about the money.

M

Maybe the company's email is down.

I don't know otherwise.

Donna:grouphug:

Dear Bizi

i remember the seize the deal thing. maybe there are many requestors... sometimes processing can take time. there can be a variety of technical reasons too, why they might not even be getting your mail? possibly?

if they have a phone number you might like to try to call them... or look them up in the phone book if they give a company name on the web site.... i.e., try other avenues of contact.

you sound very anxious. are you sleeping?

when is your next pdoc visit, i wonder if your meds could use a tweak or something. you sound more anxious than anything to me, but is this how it manifests when you first start to run hypo? i treat anxiety as distinct, but it can present as a mixed feature if other sx are also present.

i hope you are ok... can you do some slow breathing, or tactile things... gardening... have you been going to the gym? for walks? these things might help?

i hope you feel better soon.

~ waves ~

Bizi,
Are you taking the Geodon with a meal for proper absorption?

M

Good questions, And just more hugs.

Donna:grouphug:

With seize the deal you contact them thru the web site. I even called the home office in texas and they referred me back to the website but took my name and info and told me they would forward it on to the proper person...that I just needed to be patient. yeah right.
Today, I ironed my scrubs and saved $45 dollars!!!!...they are very hard to iron but I can get better with practice....they are not perfect but they still look better.
WE actually ate at home the whole week....

I spent all afternoon going thru my charts and calling them if I have not seen them in a while. I am going thru them alphabetically and made it thru the "c"'s today. I am thinning my active charts. Making room in my filing cabinet for all of the new clients that I will get from "seize the deal", I am also trying another company "bargain bee"...same concept...deal of the day but not as much exposure...on radio none. lots of exposure on face book.

We took a walk after dinner, the temperature is coming down not as hot so that is good.

thank you mari, geodon has shifted to 45 minutes before bed(no food)....not right..., I also am forgetting to take my second dose of calcium with dinner.....
sigh
thank you for your support.:hug:
bizi
added:
I received an inquiry about a past client from an attorneys office last week. They wanted copies of my charting. I am trying to not get freaked out by that...I think I will call my tdoc and see if she can see me again this week...I just saw her last week, see her monthly but am feeling all of this extra stress.

Bizi

You will get things solved.

Donna:grouphug:

sounds like you're doing a lot of "right" things in terms of money-management/savings... and prepping. sounds good. i hope shifting the geodon back to a foody time helps you.

and i really hope your tdoc can see you and help you sort through things a bit.

feel better, bizi

:hug::hug::hug:

~ waves ~

Bizi,
I would not worry about the attorneys office. It may just be that the client wants a timeline of treatment for her own legal case. If it were something to be worried about there may have been a subpoena or phone call. I send for files for my clients all the time in anticipation of their litigation and I am not scary...well unless the bad guy of an ex and his attorney do not want me to be digging.

I am sure you are okay on that end.

The ironing is a toll on the hands with CT. I bought a Rowenta Iron and it takes a lot less pressure and professional looking press. I would love to get one of those little table presses as so many new shirts are cotton and need ironing anymore.

You know, my oldest son Irons his and dgs t-shirts? I never did that in my life.
Love the ease of putting on a fresh T, but not a pressed one?

I hope things slow down and you hear from the company. If not maybe that is a red flag to look somewhere else. Maybe print some post cards from Vista print like I did and mail them to clients or agency's. I did a flyer and printed it at CopyMax sending it out with my services too.
Several attorney's now use me to serve their subpoena or process for court.

Sending hugs.
PS...still awake again. I slept until 4 pm yesterday. ::cool: