Hi Friends,

It has been raining all week here..and I haven't slept much at all. I have been in a harsh flare, and even upping the OpanaER to 30 mg x 2, is barely taking the edge off this pain.

I leave my puter on 24/7, and have popped in a few times..but no energy to send my images to my buddies. I will be better soon.

Get this, last night, around 10:00 PM central time, the phone rings and hubby cks caller id..it is my x boss that terminated me over 1 yrs ago??? The same boss that told me that my pain was my problem, and the corp. I worked for was not Walmart..there are no greeter positions(idiot, greeters stand up at Walmart!). I was laying down, and was not in the mood to talk to her..I owe her nothing. She left a message asking me to call her back...yeah, RIGHT!!!

I spoke to my atty. today, and he told me to ignore her call. I don't have to deal with her. I see the atty.'s doctor in one month; it is then that the doc will figure out what I NEED to LIVE life as a CRPS patient, that is now drawing SSDI, because of 2 WC injuries/surgeries, (2 1/2 yr ago since 1st injury..and start of RSD.) I told the atty. that I need water PT, I need a scooter..I need a doc that knows more than pain medicine. I need an RSD specialist..the best. It will all be addressed when I see the atty.'s doctor and he evaluates me.

Finally, I see a light at the end of this tunnel of hell. I know there will be more delay,etc, however, we will be before the judge and these demands for my welfare will be addressed.

I hope to be back full throttle this weekend. Miss each of you.

love,
Dew