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Originally Posted by hope4thebest
Hi Sandy,
This is now precisely what my dilemma is..is my new pain 'spread', or is it strain, or resurgance of old injury, or a combination...?
It was so painful again at work today, I couldn't focus...When I got home, I used tiger balm all over my shoulder and arm and massaged the area as much as I could reach..that seemed to help a little. i feels as though I have that 'sciatica' kind of pain in my arm/shoulder and neck!!! along with specific points in muscles which feel like internal bruising (strain??)
I see the chiro again on Friday for ultrasound and an adjustment in my upper back and neck..(I hope that isn't aggravating all of it..) If there is an appt. available on Saturday I will schedule massage for arm, back, shoulder and neck. Some months ago, I had a massage by the same therapist.. He spends so much time pointing out the muscles, tendons, ligaments involved (why don't the docs spend that much time!!) ..he might be able to shed some insight..but, frankly it feels like it's traveling..my hand and thumb had the burning sensation...I hope that it is only that I am so bound up that the nerves are being pinched..
I am waiting for authorization from WC for an appointment with an anesthesiologist at Stanford..I hope it comes through soon.
Sandy, I am sorry it's so hard for you to look at your leg..I know this may sound maudlin, but try and look at your leg with compassion, as that part of your body is probably struggling to regain equilibrium. I am trying to to the same with the painful parts of my body..rather that repel and avoid the pain they cause, i try to accept and console my foot and legs, and now my shoulder, arm and neck, even though they make me cry...it's really hard to do.....
What is happening with your WC ketamine ?
Stay warm on those walks!!!
hope4thebest xoxo
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Hope - do you have any other symptoms of RSD in your arm other than pain - swelling, discoloration/rash, veins, etc? Does heat help?
I love your writing style, are you in education? You write in a very educated, artsy manner! It's very nice. And thanks for the advice on the acceptance of my poor injured parts. You are so right. I am fortunate that my parts, although they hurt very badly and look awful at times, still work.
My court date for the ketamine is one week from today - the 21st. I am hopeful that the treatments will be approved. I have a great attorney, I found the best doctor, and he wrote the truth about my condition in his report - specifically, that ketamine is the only treatment left for me right now, it has an excellent chance of working, and that without it I will be permanently and totally disabled for the rest of my life, unable to work. Harsh words that make me cry every time I read them, but the truth. The kind of work that I do is too technical for me to do on meds. I need to get better before I go back. I am 49 years old, too young to retire, and have too many financial obligations to give up now on getting better. I need a paycheck, not SSDI.
So I am waiting and waiting. If I prevail in court, I will need to plan what happens in my household while I am away for a few weeks, since I have 2 teenagers and a dog and no family nearby.
I can only pray that you also will get treatment soon, too. We all need to get better and move on with our lives, right??
XOXOX Sandy