Hi Mom, I hear you about finding something to do that makes me feel worthwhile. I eventually ended up taking just a few college courses ( some on line) and am now pretty close to getting my degree, despite my horrible spelling. I have found the instructors to be very understanding about my illness for the most part, and they have made accomadations for me so that I was able to complete the class. I have also gotten more involved with my church. I am now taking the time to go through cupboards and closets and getting rid of a lot of stuff so that my kids will not have to do it. I read, garden a very little bit each day, and spoil my two pekingese dogs. I hope you find something that you enjoy soon, even if it just enjoying the summer weather and your family. It really is a very hard adjustment to make, and I wish you well. Lisa