Thank you, Dianne,

For sharing your sorrow with us. I feel your anger, too, very strongly and understand it well. Your points are well taken, I just wish there was more that could be done for us....in time, I suppose they will look back on us, shake their heads and wish it could have been different too. But for now, we just have to fight our way through it.

Thank you also for this very beautiful phrase:
"When the soul runs out of steam"....says it all really,

all the best.

Dianne: I am so sorry that you lost your beautiful daughter. I know there are no words to express how I feel, so I am sending you a loving, gentle hug. Lil

Never give up the fight, long ago at their mercy, my daughter just had no fight, no soul left.
If I could have given a transfusion of soul power to her I would have...as my hearts soul is so emense, it floods me in sorrow. I miss ehr so much but all the fight I had for both of us, it was not enough.

She no longer needs to fight her pain, but I do....the pain of a mothers loss. I tried so hard as the doctors scratched their heads...
Can our love ones give us their strength, or we give it to them when we need to draw on it too...

I have other children with chronic problems, I fear for them...
There is just no time to have to take care of my own pains nor time to heal ....
Prayers, love and emotional kindness I find through family and friends, and our forum friends.
Will it be enough?
Just never give up the fight, never lose hope, never give in.
Thanks for your kind words,
Dianne