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Originally Posted by Vrae
I'm 44 now and my condition is deteriorating, what seems to be more rapid than ever. I am concerned that since my arms, hand, wrists are involved now and not just my legs, that if a walker is needed, not quite sure it will even work for reasons you motioned. I get by w/ a cane and snag an electric scooter when available at stores when shopping. This too was an exercise in getting over any vanity I might have had left.
I can totally related to feeling the need to cry as we progress to things we didn't think we'd need until MANY more years down the road. I remember the day I got my handicap plates. I wasn't even 40 yet and it was devastating to me. I cried all the way home. Don't get me wrong, I was grateful and all, but devastated just the same.
I THINK I'm getting better at just renouncing myself to whatever is needed to get through any given situation or day. But inevitably life has a way of smacking you down and putting reality square in your face.
Anywho, I don't mean to sound like a downer. I'm just having a hell of a day with the movement disorder part of my CRPS. Tremoring like CRAZY and muscle spasms galore. <sigh>
Glad your feeling better today and again I hope the tests come out favorable for you!
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Vrae, so sorry you are having a more difficult time here lately. Unfortunately, I can relate

Seems like my condition is deteriorating rather quickly too.
I wasn't as upset when I got my handicap placards, I knew I really needed them and I had them off and on in the past with major knee surgeries. The only difference now is that they are not temporary.
I have RSD in my face, both hands, both shoulders, left arm, left leg, both feet, abdomen and head. I think I will be able to get by with the walker for now. Like Catra says, it just takes a light touch to move it. If I have to grip harder and lean on it more, then I may have a problem!
And thanks, I hope my tests come back ok too....I just hate waiting!