I can't do any of the treatments till this little boy is born. Also just found out my husband can't come down this weekend. So now I have trash stacking up outside because no one can take it to the dump. My mother (who has health issues also) will be here next weekend and staying till a little after the birth. Its just amazing that all of a sudden I no longer exist to these people. The only one they want to hear about is my 2 yr old son. Not my new little one or me. I'm not blaming my son he's usually really good. An angel almost. Even my "friends" aren't calling or stopping by. I think that's my main thing. I don't exist anymore. If I disappeared no one would think about me. I'm just irritated and hurting. With the weather changes, and my pain and this stupid disorder is spreading I just want to curl into a ball and cry. But I can't do that till my son is asleep.

I really have to say thank you to all of you..I loved the support each one of you gave..You guys are wonderful people.Rsd is terrible but the support wonderful..My heart aches for you.It is a rough time right now,and I sure hope things get better..Best Wishes..Hang in there..