[Allanira]

I am so tired of being judged. I get judged because I don't "look" disabled even though I use a cane. I get judged because I call the Dr's office and ask about my meds that he prescribed and my pharmacy will not fill without a medical nessesity form. I get jugded because I don't do anything around my house except make sure my boys and 4 legged brats have food and drink when I'm in a flare. You would think after 10 years of this stupid disorder people would realize hey she really does hurt as bad as she says. Guess what nope not in the least. I get up 4 times at night with a 1 month lld, have a 2 1/2 yr old thats sick, plus I'm in a flare. The Dr gave m ed a 1 wk sample pack of lyrica 75 mg and I'm out of that. I had to track down, and find out why my medical nessesity form wasn't faxed to my pharmacy so I could get my prescription. Plus my house is a complete disaster zone. I found out the Dr's office was faxing it to the wrong number. Got that fixed, got a couple dishes washed, my sinks are still over flowing onto the counter. My poor baby is sick with a nasty cold that will not let go, and my youngest baby has 2 modes, sleeping and screaming at me for not having his food ready when he woke up. That happens within .2 seconds of him waking up. I really pray when my husband gets here tonight he lets me get 1 soid nights sleep which I haven't had in about 5 months. Just 1 night. Okk off this rant. I am done for a couple months.