Howdy yall,
Maybe it is my young age or the fact that my mind wants to do more than my body is able but tonight I am done crying for myself I am just pure ****** and mad. I worked like every young fresh from college girl should just to be injured by my job which I loved. I sit here tonight on the verge of losing it because I can't get medically cleared to go back. I have more medical bills pilling up every day that I can't pay. CRPS has taken my life from me and I feel so alone. I can't function like I used to there no more rides on motorcycles, no more hiking, can't grocery shop, can't volunteer, can't teach, these things are gone from me. I won't be dancing in the rain I wont be wearing high heels at my best friends wedding I am 26 and told I need a cane or walker and I am so isolated. This was not my life I worked so hard for this is not who I am and I am so mad. I know I can't be the only one out there that feels like this. The only young women who has given her life up because of pain, muscle spasms, falling, and exhaustion from every day tasks. I can't live with getting spinal injections once a week being on meds so I can't even keep my eyes open. This just leaves me mad.

Do any of you feel this way?
How do you tell others who don't understand?
Do you still dream of a cute pair of high heels that you won't ever be able to wear?