[Winter7]

hi everyone. I have been away from the site for a while. I'm sorry
I was trying to be so optimistic about the rsd and hoping overall I was maybe improving, but the flare ups as of late have destroyed my optimism. I don't have anyone in my life that can really help me deal with this or help me provide for myself and take care of myself, so things are extra scary and difficult. if I lose my job, which I fear I might, I have no idea how I'll pay a single bill let alone take care of myself. I'm so scared and so done with being sick, I haveother health problems too, which I'm finding many of you do too and I pray we canall heal. I don't understand rsd anymore. drs tell me what it does, that it can come after an injury, but they can't tell me exactly WHY or how to FIX it, not just treat it. I can't live the rest of life like this and on my own trying todeal with it. is there anyone who provides for themselves, suffers greatly, and has some assemblanceof peace and sustainability? anyone who is better/healed? I don't have a spouse or anyone at home to help. I'm fending for myself and this pain and sickness is tearing my life apart. :'(