Well pain is out of this world doc call me last night and we are starting my Nerv blocks injection again Dam this monster since 2005 it has spread an went into my both legs I can not walk it was bad enough that I had no use of my arms will doc said well I think we are going to have a cake for you she was trying to make me feel better she said that it will be my 200 block in 37 years of I getting them. So I said wow😊 I what chocolate but that was in between tears I'm so tired of this sometimes just don't know how I keep going fighting this it so hard I just want it to STOP. Sorry I'm having a very bad day and I just can't cry ant more.