[dreambeliever128]

This has nothing to do with the RSD but I just wanted to tell all of you that I am going to have the VNS shut down.

As you know I had the VNS put in for depression in April. When I first started with it, it seemed like it was going to help. Then it just did nothing. We have it almost at it's highest setting now and it is actually making my stress, Panic Attacks worse now. It's making my heart feel like it is racing all of the time now.

I see my Dr. tomorrow and I know he will be upset but I am going to have hime to turn it off. I now have my magnet taped to it to shut it off. This is the first time I have ever used the magnet. I was afraid if I did use it I wouldn't want to turn it back on.

I was going to hang on until the 1st anniversary of having it put in which is in April, but I can't do it, nor do I want to.

I know it can work for some but it's not going to be me.

Ada