I am very sorry to hear this. We have been together for years and it seems like we are family. We had such great times on the old BT forum and then here.

I hope you continue to post and I know God will watch over you and get you through the hardest times.

I was just talking to my Dr. last night and my feelings have always been pretty much like yours, I'm ready any time God is ready for me. I never could understand why people had to suffer so much for so long though.

Please stay with us here as long as you can so we can enjoy you for as long as we can.

Love ya,
Ada

Hi Vicc,

I know that was probably the hardest post you have ever had to do, and I for one applaud you for doing it with such grace and dignity. And I understand about you not wanting to post about it again. It will remain in the back of all our minds as to how you are doing, until you either decided to update us or the day comes where we no longer see any posts from you. That will be a sad day indeed!!

I didn't get to know you very well, as I am a newbie on this board, but I have read several of your posts and you always had such good information that made us think. And sometimes that is exactly what we need most to do is to think. So Thank You for that!!

Also, Thank You for being such a giving and kind person. You are always sincere in your posts and responses, and you tell it like it is and that is a wonderful trait to have. God love ya!!

I do hope to see more posts from you and for a long time, but I also want to you to go home and be with God so you can breathe, run, jump, dance, skip, walk, touch and be touched all without pain!!!!
What an amazing thing that will be!! And I do look forward to meeting you when we are both living out eternity without all the pain and stress from the life here on earth. What a glorious day that will be.

Vicc, you take care and time for "YOU" now and I wish you a safe journey forward.

~Much Love, Peace & Many Many Blessings~
Marla

God Bless!!

Thank all of you and those who emailed, I try to be a friend. And thank you, Maria, for putting poetry into my thoughts. Yes, I do look forward to being free for the first time in my life.

And as I look back at a fairly long and badly checkered life, I am profoundly grateful that God isn't going to hold my sins against me when I get there. I don't know why He made the rule that you have to be perfect to get into Heaven, but since He did, I'm glad He found a way to let us in anyway.

My best friend firwarded one guy's opinion of the questions God will and won't ask us, My friend thinks I'm a nice guy and would have good answers for most of them, but he's wrong. I told him:

.400 could get you a job with any A.L. team, but 4/10 aint much on that scale, and God wouldn't be impressed with a score like that either, so I'm really glad He found a way to let me in; no questions asked.

What else would we expect from a loving father? My problem with most church people is they think you have to do something to get saved, but if I can look at a Buddhist baby and feel love, I know God can; and I know He can't hurt those He loves.

At least, that's how I've got it figured out, and a good thing too; in my old church, I would have to constantly pray for forgiveness, and hope they change his mind, but never know until I see him. I'd rather write about RSD,,,Vic

"whew" your post sure took the breeze out of my sails & in many ways saddens me also. Your news also blew my troubles away for a bit whilst thinking about what you wrote. I will surely miss your insightfulness & how you make us all stop & think whether we agree with you or not. And your humor also will be sorely missed *sighing* but that is the selfish side of me. Here is the less selfish side, I also know what you mean about being ready to go...........I know whenever God is ready for me I most certainly am ready for him.........and it so sounds like that is how you feel also. To not have anymore worries of any kind will be pure bliss don't you think??

Please continue to post as long as you possibly can Vic. But don't feel that you have to post just to make anyone here content. You do what you need to do for you in the time you do have left........ You & I have never really gotten to know each other personally, I just know what I have seen of you here since spring of 2004. I do know I respect you & your research & opinions both. Please know that I care & will rejoice for you when that time comes.......

Take care,
DebbyV

vicc-- thank you for always being there to give everyone the best advise and all your insightful knowledge-- you have helped so many.. i too can understand your long hard struggle and your neeed for rest and peace..
please keep in touch when you can-- i too will be joining you and can't wait to finally meet you--- thank you for all your help and your compassion-- peace to you my friend.... moonstar ( linda)