Ali,

I'm so sorry for what you are going thru. My girls lost their grandfather the same way. I know it is so very hard to go thru. Just remember that he knew you loved him. As a parent and a grandparent, I know I'm loved, even tho I don't hear it everyday. Please keep eating and taking care of yourself. The last thing your grandfather would want is for you to suffer more then you are. Honor his memory, but honor his life even more. Grow to be the beautiful young woman that you will become, and do it because of him, and in memory of him.
take your time to grieve. He will always be with you, not in body, but in memories and love.

PM me if you want.

Hugs
Mary

I'm very sorry to hear what you are going through.

My two Grandson's were about your age when Bill passed away 2 years ago last Friday. My biggest concern was getting them through it. I hope that your Mom and Dad can help you with this as I believe they will.

Dustin took it the hardest. He was 13 and Devin was 12. They still carry a picture of him on their cellphones and even a picture of his dog which died about a year after we lost Bill.

Just about a month ago they put a song on the phone by Cheech and Chong. He loved those two and the boys watched those movies with him.

It does get easier but it takes time but I think as much as you loved your Granddad you will always have him in your heart the way the boys do Bill.

My heart goes out to you and your family in this time of grief.

Ada

Ali,

Please know that you and your family are in my prayers. Do not dwell on what you wish you had said or done. There is no way that you should put yourself on a guilt trip. I am sure that you loved your grandad with all of your heart, and trust me he knew that!

Remember the many wonderful memories of the time you had with him. There is nothing wrong with being sad (we all have things that we wish we could have done differently) but don't let anger fill you with negative energy. You need to eat to maintain your strength, so please do the right thing.

Take care,

EJ