No this is not a ghost from Christmas Past!!! Just me!! Finally able to get around a little. Thinking of you all and hoping everyone has a wonderful Holiday!. Things have been a little bumpy lately but yeh just can't keep me down. I miss ya all terribly. Janet I thank you so much for the email but cannot respond with it yet, it is acting funky. My ole computer is just about on its last leg. Oh well. Well I finally filed bankruptcy. Can you believe that in the Commonwealth of Massachusetts it cost 2,200.00 to file? I almost s**t!! and unfortunately you cannot do it here without a attorney. Talk about a double edged sword. You file because you have no money, but you can't file unless you have money. Sheeeesh!! My last Doc vist showed progression with the MS but I have decided to focus on the RSD for now as well as the neuropathy and not think about the MS. Call me in denial but I just do not have time for everything or I will explode.

It would only mean more drugs and I don't need more drugs. Hell, I probably own a pharmacuetical company by now. Who knows? I think the biggest thing for me these days is the tiredness and the loss of feeling in my hands and feet. Of course the pain is always there but the others are more serious to me. Once the circulation issues start I worry. The skin gets cold and darkens. So I have to force myself through the pain to use them to keep the blood flowing. I'm a mess.

Artist Your little baby is so sweet. I love the pic. Well I will go for now and I hope to be able to come back on soon and chat more. Sooo good to see Vicc back with us. I talked to my little sister Debbi3674 from Cali tonight. She checks in on me alot. Who would ever think such a friendship could ever be forged here on the forums. I love her dearly. She keeps me posted and I told her to send my love but I am able to send it myself. Please everyone chin up wihen things get you down and take life one day at a time.

With so much love to you all!!!! Mark xoxoxoxoxox