I haven't been on here much due to so much going on in my family and things I have going on here.

In June and July I lost 5 relatives. 2 in 2 different car crashes, one to cancer, my uncle of old age and my 50 year old cousin hung himself.

Last night my step-daughters' husband shot and killed himself. He was 40.

It's overwhelming.

Ada

Ada,
I'm aghast, and I'm SO Sorry!
My prayers for all of your family, and for your strength.

This is truly overwhelming...
We all love You, Ada!

Pete

Ada,

My heart breaks for you and your family. This is flabbergasting news. You and yours are in my prayers, and I am here for you. I have missed you my friend.

love,
Dew

Ada,

The eternal God is our refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms.
Deuteronmy 33:27

In his arms there is strength to hold you.
Grace to sustain you and love to carry you through.
May God surround you with his peace that passes all understanding.
Take care,
Sherrie

I am so sorry for all you and your family are going through. You are in my thoughts and if you need or want anyone to talk to I am an email away.

Lots of prayers coming from my family for yours.

Love you much!!

Oh Ada this is so horriable, I was never expecting to hear this. I am deeply saddend and will pray for your family. Your gsons must be so confused and concerned.
Sending a hug for you,
Di

Dear Ada
I am so sad to read this

I pray there will be relief from the cycle of sorrow and healing of the heartache.

may God be very close to sustain your thru this difficult time

Cheri

WOW Ada, I don't know what to say other than i'm sooo sorry that you have to deal with this on top of everything else you have going off right now!!

My beloved grandad passed away in November last year and that was REALLY hard to deal with but I can't imagine dealing with everything that you are - it must be the hardest thing ever!

Please know that I am thinking about you and your family at this sad time and if you ever need someone to talk to, I am here for you!!

Take care of yourself!

I wanted to thank all of you for your prayers and kind thoughts.

I am having such a time getting through this so I won't write much.

My Step-daughter is very strong. We are both Virgo's and so much alike but that girl has more strength then anyone I know. She has always been strong. That we don't have in common. She and her brother are like my own.

Her husband took over 70 Zanex's and other meds before going out too the woods and shooting himself so they think the meds actually done him in.

He was a welding instructor at a College but he had lost his sister years ago in the firey bus crash in Ky. where 40 people burn up. He'd just lost his Mom and his Grandma so he was definatly dealing with a lot. I do know though from what I go through that he definately was dealing with major depresssion and suicidal tendencies just as I do.

My other relatives that passed were on my side of the family. I come from a very big family and grew up with all of them. My Mom's Aunt married my Dad's Uncle so both families were intertwined. When you grow up with family and remember playing ball with them and other things then it really hits home.

My RSD was acting up last week but I got lidocane injections and took my meds so that has helped there. I went to Councelling Wed. to deal with this. I live in councellng and I'm thankful for my Dr. being my lifeline.

Anyway, Thank ALL of you for your good thoughts and prayers. This sure hasn't been easy but I am thankful for having so many good people like you in my life as well as my family.

Love,
Ada