I am having a very hard time. My boyfriend killed himself last month. He hanged himself with me on the phone. I am having a very hard time with that. I have a lot of regrets. It's a constant nightmare. I am also having bad financial problems and really need prayers for that. My name was on my boyfriend's utility and tax accounts and I am now having to pay for all of his stuff. I can not even afford my own bills. I am on disability and get very little money. I am also a single parent and only get $29 per month per child. That is pathetic. I am a part time student over the net and get a little bit of money for that, but it's very little. Please just pray for me and my kids that things get better and we can all be happy someday. There are many other things in my personal life that I need prayers for but they are personal. I am dealing with a lot and any prayers will be greatly appreciated. Thank you all so much.