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04-09-2012, 10:51 AM | #481 | |||
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let it be known Jesus i Love you and what you represent thank you for giving yourself selfless and crucified for us as many do and don't see it those at war those who give off ones back so another isn't without those handing out blankets so they can wrap their bodies and find a hole to sleep in those who are loosing their homes because of utter greed selfishness war in the name of religion good day all have a blessed day i wish you a happy day smile your beautiful and then in the name of religion all return maimed or have met their maker who am i to complain an yet the pain is real PTSD taken way lightly if you ask me the pain and suffering endured leaves me ill in my stomach what war am i fighting the deceiver as you beautifully put it as the tears stream down my face i will fight the fight for as long as there is human kindness i will fight the deceiver with a place to come as such has helped me cope with a better understanding the love of human kindness right here a safe place Easter Sunday Dear God you have blessed me with a family that was together as one unit all connected by you it was heaven my grand daughter my children and husband Louie Oliver our silky terrier baby and dog got along just fine it was majestic in my world and thank for that and thank you for this safe place may all have a blessed happy day i way over did it with my little Eva i need days to recoup pain i will laugh in its face
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04-09-2012, 11:07 AM | #482 | |||
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you know i am thank you for reaching out ginnie i am still waiting for them to finish with one thing so i can resume addressing my full body pain my hands and finger tips hands arms i wake up everyday and not a day goes by and i say "what did he do too me" it is what it is right until i find me another doctor NEUROSURGEON YUCK LOTS OF HOPE YOUR WAY WITH LOTS OF LOVE
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04-09-2012, 11:21 AM | #483 | ||
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04-09-2012, 11:35 AM | #484 | ||
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Eva....God permits things to happen. Free will is what he gave us. Even those doctors, who may have caused harm; when their oath is "to cause no harm " are allowed that free will. Unfortunately, as Mark put it so well; the "deceiver" takes advantage and wants us to feel hopelessness and despair. Even happier, we make him, when we think this might be from God. It is Not !! I pray every night to God for strength to cope and accept what He permits to happen to me; and that I may not become despondent with feelings of hopelessness and despair. All here on NT are included in my nightly prayer as well. (Ger) Last edited by ger715; 04-09-2012 at 06:49 PM. |
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04-09-2012, 01:47 PM | #485 | |||
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dear ger
the message is how you word it i will not give in or up i do not have a punishing God for i know he teaches it is in despair having the free will something i am struggling with for it is humbling and accepting Gods will for his will be done always a lesson in all that does not mean he who maimed me his oath and ethics i am after by accepting this happened i just wonder if he has a head that i may cross it ever so often not his last visit i had been given yet another script x-ray/cat scan at some point i had said "doc having an awful lot won't there be any thing to be concerned about" he began spacing them longer but again gerry where is that oath in truth i went to him i was lied to and them add a little insult to injury not own up try and convince me it is in my head no i haven't let go and i know God is driving even though i'm at the wheel my life's journey is knowing and being is of his doing thank you God may i say thank you for caring and being what is called a cyber friend
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04-09-2012, 08:28 PM | #486 | ||
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Hi Gerry, and Eva, Mark and my buddies, Thank you for your prayers. While the noise of the MRI was going ON. I was praying and listening to a good CD all at the same time. I felt all of you. Now on Thursday I find out what the real trouble is with my ankles, I hope there is a correction for it! Thank you for your prayers. Hope is medicine. ginnie
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04-10-2012, 12:35 PM | #487 | |||
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dear friends
blessings for the day my mind my body my spirit are not one life has slowed it starts with the mind then my prayers my body ready 3 years ago possible thank you blessed i am alive with a body that wants to follow i don't know if i knew i would i push my body to its limit now if that is a good or bad thing it doesn't matter i need to do what needs tending and i fear slowly i won't have strength or power to do anymore at times like right now today not ready yet meds haven't kicked in i type with a pencil and use the erasers end Lord Jesus you know my heart life has manifested itself i am who i am because of my experiences grateful i am as you rule my earthly lessons i have but one thing if at all of what life has to offer it doesn't cost anything HAPPINESS and no one is responsible for it but me myself and i it is HAPPINESS blessed is not a wish blessed is something i am aware of the meds i take cover just enough so i can function i have so much fear of the idea of anymore surgeries and i yet have to finish the removal of my breasts the so called spacers need to come out and put in the permanent balloons there are no nerves so no sensation i opted not to reconstruct nipples no need i fed my babies off of me that is fine of course i mourn mine just want it over with my cane i something i now need with me all times my gait has never been the same after second surgery and that water sensation in my right ear never left as i was told it would go away thank you God i am alive i I me over did it i will do it again Dear God another doctor is on the back burner for the pain pump i do not want to go under no more doctors you are in charge and i'll keep praying i am who i am just have to accept it living in fear is not a healthy way of living yet that is all i do i know not good it is truth my blessings were complaint after complaint is one reason i refrain from being negative this is a place that puts God before all else this I believe let me stop here thank you for letting me share
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04-10-2012, 04:56 PM | #488 | ||
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Eva.....I too, as many of us here, have been blamed for what doctors have done to us. I pray that I may overcome the anger and resentment for what has been caused and denied. I pray that I may overcome this fear and anxiety from this pain and suffering. In spite of all the narcotics, it is just enough to allow me to get thru the day. I have cancelled twice tests I am suppose to take; knowing more surgery lays ahead.
Yet you too face this daily. You have made the choice, with the help of God, to take all that is happening to you and be an inspiration to all of us. Thru your love of God, you turn this into something good. (Ger) Last edited by ger715; 04-10-2012 at 08:00 PM. |
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04-10-2012, 07:51 PM | #489 | ||
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Hello dear Eva, don't ever think you complain. You are one of the bravest people I have met here. You are such an inspiration to me. You also help me in my own faith. this is the right spot to come to when you are down or depressed. This is the place we gather to give support. I was hoping you had a doctor that would evaluate you back better. I know the previous surgery didn't go well at all for you. Would you share with me exactly what they did in that surgery that made it worse? I hope you don't have to have a pump put in, but if that would give you quality of life with less pain, maybe it would be worth it to at lease investigate. I so hope there is a help for you. I also want your reconstruction to go OK. It is OK to grief the loss Eva. any time a person looses a body part, it is very normal to feel that way. I lost my hair at a young age, and there are still days I grieve for my hair. Sometimes I still cry. I do allow myself to grieve, then I try to move on. Thats all any of us can do. Allow the tears Eva, it really is OK. Know that I think about you on a daily basis, and that you are in my prayers. I hope this night you are surrounded with heavely angels while you sleep. ginnie
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04-10-2012, 10:38 PM | #490 | |||
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The Lord God be with you,
make His face to shine upon you, lift His countenance upon you, and deliver unto you wondrous peace. Hugs for you and Olie, and little Eva, well, and your whole family. YOU inspire with your word, your prayers, your love of God, of others who need lifting up, May all manner of things be well with you, Mark56 |
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