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Old 12-14-2012, 12:30 PM #401
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I am blessed
Blessed to have love that surrounds me
Love from family
Love from friends
Neighbours
And those of you on here who have been an invaluable source of comfort, information and encour

My journey continues
But I will waste no time in waiting for operations
My life will be lived as it appears it is meant to
And I will grab it with both hands
And give it a big sloppy kiss!

Saffy,

You have come to truly understand and appreciate the gifts God has given you. Of course, there will be downtimes; but you are a very strong, determined woman who will always pick herself up and go on to enjoy the rest of her life.

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I am blessed
Blessed to have love that surrounds me
Love from family
Love from friends
Neighbours
And those of you on here who have been an invaluable source of comfort, information and encouragement.

My journey continues
But I will waste no time in waiting for operations
My life will be lived as it appears it is meant to
And I will grab it with both hands
And give it a big sloppy kiss!

you go
an appropriate kind of KISS i must say
lots of care

someone who cares
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Default to much to handle

dear God


tooooooooooo much pain
tooooooooooo much to handle
tooooooooooo much sorrow
tooooooooooo much broken
MY LOVING GOD
hear their prays
when none makes
have FAITH
and i have no place but
to grieve the loss and
to make sense to
of W H A T
someone who's
unstable
what what what
God hear the prayers
come in tears
praying forever

someone who cares

entering Gods house
eternal LIFE....
FOREVER....

AMEN
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Old 12-15-2012, 12:23 PM #404
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Default going thru pictures

dear dear sweet loving God

my heart so heavy

thank you for another day

i am a big time picture
kind of person
especially when in
black and white
i have a huge plastic tub
that holds all
i after a while
continued to take pictures
with disposable camaras
and stopped putting them in albums
after i took the battery out of them
i would get them developed
just put them in the tub
because so many needed to be put in books
i now decided to find the perfect piece
i did
a strong wicker basket at Burlington's as my
daughter was making an exchange i was
browsing and came across it
my thought process goes as such
what good is it stored
and i faced it toooooo many to be put
in albums and the ones i did manage to
into books they aged poopy the plastics
used back in the 80's became very brittle
so the point

i am having the pictures put in this beautifully lined
basket and when you lift the wicker lid
a chain is anchored to hold it open
without flopping down
again point

it is a hell of a job but going through them
not enough boxes of tissues around the house
oh a do over
that's what it feels like
so its purpose is to be a decorative piece
with a precious function when my family comes over they can
reach in
pull out a picture or pictures
and take us back in time

so, this is the next project i am doing
and who better with then my daughters

i couldn't at many times
the tears
i walk away
to do it again

memories

someone who cares

"love not just to love
but to know they are loved
by you"

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DEAR GOD WHAT MORE

thank you for another day

much pain in this persons heart
i have much sorrow and pain
for so many young angles were
called to God the Father and in
his Kingdom of eternal life
may we remember how simply
when the last breath of life is taken
and at that moment to let go
to have sorrow for the mother of
the shooter and he too mentally
insane to inflict so much pain
is the Devil's work using
the sick and weak to do such evil
open your eyes
say something
it just might help
and this is why i will not
arm myself of course to protect
i hope we all are praying
for this awesome community
for we are all connected

by GOD THE FATHER

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Blessed to have love that surrounds me
Love from family
Love from friends
Neighbours
And those of you on here who have been an invaluable source of comfort, information and encouragement.

My journey continues
But I will waste no time in waiting for operations
My life will be lived as it appears it is meant to
And I will grab it with both hands
And give it a big sloppy kiss!
Thank you so much for sharing that Blessing,
and for sharing the beautiful cards which did just arrive!!!! Such Beauty from one with wondrous eyes capable of capturing just the right angle, lighting, approach..... such an artist!
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dear God


tooooooooooo much pain
tooooooooooo much to handle
tooooooooooo much sorrow
tooooooooooo much broken
MY LOVING GOD
hear their prays
when none makes
have FAITH
and i have no place but
to grieve the loss and
to make sense to
of W H A T
someone who's
unstable
what what what
God hear the prayers
come in tears
praying forever

someone who cares

entering Gods house
eternal LIFE....
FOREVER....

AMEN
In my brokenness
I found greater connection with
God, who saves me.


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DEAR GOD WHAT MORE

thank you for another day

much pain in this persons heart
i have much sorrow and pain
for so many young angles were
called to God the Father and in
his Kingdom of eternal life
may we remember how simply
when the last breath of life is taken
and at that moment to let go
to have sorrow for the mother of
the shooter and he too mentally
insane to inflict so much pain
is the Devil's work using
the sick and weak to do such evil
open your eyes
say something
it just might help
and this is why i will not
arm myself of course to protect
i hope we all are praying
for this awesome community
for we are all connected

by GOD THE FATHER

SOMEONE WHO CARES
To be the Blessing God would have me to be,
ever touching in love,
for through love,
perhaps one who is
tortured in darkness
may see light.

This I pray,
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Default just add it to....

dear God

thank you again for another day

i don't know when i can have my mental breakdown
oh wait i'm still in my breakdown
so i just to add it to the list
if its gonna go wrong it sure is a doozy
woke up this morning to a puddle of water
coming from the air conditioner not window
wall like in my previous building 11 years
in a brand new building had cut corners
the water penetrated through the walls
that was a 11 year fight
in the end the Judge took charge
and was proud of the work i have done
back to the building i live in now
i had a similar thing happen on the 16th
floor when in the efficiency apartment
and there was a leak two floors up
a pipe burst
after deductible $500.00 from my renters
insurance i got a $350.00 check and the
owner gave $500.00 the deductible and was fair
shy several hundred but it was the right thing

now my dear God
everything for a reason
i understand that
i ask i ask your kindness
i max out my cards
to get this apartment
not be in it for two months
yet
the water that came in from the
air-conditioner was not pitched backwards
as the workers did after the DAMAGE
A HALF A ROOM MY BEDROOM THE FLOORS
THAT I HAD PUT DOWN A 20 X 16 FEET ROOM
WARPED HALF THE ROOM
their mistake it was clogged so he says
and the water came in from air-conditioner
pitched inward it rained last night wind driven
westward
i clearly understand i is just material
not a life but i am brokenhearted
i'll eventually buy a 8 x 10 rug or
larger cover up the damage
i know you have an idea
where my head is at
awaiting for the managers
to come and see for themselves
i took pictures

dear God
blessings

blessings

blessings

i pray i believe i trust
i am overwhelmed
"Calgone take me away"

in you i trust JESUS
i need to rest

AMEN!
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dear God

thank you again for another day

i don't know when i can have my mental breakdown
oh wait i'm still in my breakdown
so i just to add it to the list
if its gonna go wrong it sure is a doozy
woke up this morning to a puddle of water
coming from the air conditioner not window
wall like in my previous building 11 years
in a brand new building had cut corners
the water penetrated through the walls
that was a 11 year fight
in the end the Judge took charge
and was proud of the work i have done
back to the building i live in now
i had a similar thing happen on the 16th
floor when in the efficiency apartment
and there was a leak two floors up
a pipe burst
after deductible $500.00 from my renters
insurance i got a $350.00 check and the
owner gave $500.00 the deductible and was fair
shy several hundred but it was the right thing

now my dear God
everything for a reason
i understand that
i ask i ask your kindness
i max out my cards
to get this apartment
not be in it for two months
yet
the water that came in from the
air-conditioner was not pitched backwards
as the workers did after the DAMAGE
A HALF A ROOM MY BEDROOM THE FLOORS
THAT I HAD PUT DOWN A 20 X 16 FEET ROOM
WARPED HALF THE ROOM
their mistake it was clogged so he says
and the water came in from air-conditioner
pitched inward it rained last night wind driven
westward
i clearly understand i is just material
not a life but i am brokenhearted
i'll eventually buy a 8 x 10 rug or
larger cover up the damage
i know you have an idea
where my head is at
awaiting for the managers
to come and see for themselves
i took pictures

dear God
blessings

blessings

blessings

i pray i believe i trust
i am overwhelmed
"Calgone take me away"

in you i trust JESUS
i need to rest

AMEN!
May you be blessed with PEACE and recovery from this shoddy work injury..... You have written the definition of "do it yourself" which is why in my healthy days, I was our general contractor, because having grown up in a contractor's home, I could not STAND what supposed professionals would do in the name of money.....

Prayin for ya, and a step back from the edge of nervous breakdownitis,
Mark56
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