Be showered over all as pains, incisions, places that are tender flare up uncontrollably. The Lord BLESS YOU and give gracious peace through the night.

dear God
dear friends

thank you for another day

the eagle came once before
as the apartment was getting fixed
the workers
have pictures of it in November
well what do you know
it came to visit again
it was beautiful
Corissa ran to get my camera
battery dead
but she got two beautiful ones
on her phone will try to get them on computer
but oh how beautiful looked
at me and stayed
after corissa took pictures
it looked at her and a few seconds later
off it went
i think i will see (i will call it Sam i don't
know sex it is) the bird regularly
BEAUTY AT ITS BEST
THANK YOU GOD
FOR THE OPPORTUNITY
AMEM!


"God's Word is the source of all
true life. Know and understand it.
The Word can heal your soul and
unite it with its source.
(LM 1:74)


wishing calm
and rest
AMEN!


someone who cares

Thank you for always remembering prayer for all of us on this site. Your faith, despite such trouble is always is inspiration for me. I read all your posts Eva, even if I don't respond all the time. You are in my thoughts daily. ginnie

Shine brightly as windows into our souls, for we are a handiwork of our Creator who smiles that within us was made a good thing. You all bring the shining light of Spirit to the windowsill of my heart. Blessings flow as comforting waters over all of you....

dear God
dear friends

thank you for another day

my connection with my child
is strained
it seems she just will not
comply to the simplest
thing
oh and did i mention the look
in addition
the rolling of the eyes
and then tell me she didn't
do it honestly
as i won't have it any
other way
social life is priority
is a complete turn around
i will not let her get away
with it
oh this is when they really
really dislike you
help me thru it Lord
she sucked the life out of me
literally
and so 15 coming soon
have a idea what it will be like
more heart ache disappointments
a killer hold me up sweet Jesus
help her help herself
she does not understand the
magnitude of my pain
and is treating as if she were
head of household
wow
thanks for letting me vent
Mother Mary LOVE
Amen!
Amen!
Amen!
Amen! Amen!
amen!



in Jesus i trust
in Jesus i believe
in Jesus i am saved

my friends i can count on to help along the way
and then i go and say
the horrible stuff
like your crapping on
the wrong parent if that's
your intention
i mean dear Lord
i clearly see the genetic
physical part of it i dominate
now check this out
is it selfish of me explaining
to this child under no circumstances
her tone body language [SIZE="7"]L[SIZE="5"]A[SIZE="3"Y ways is not
acceptable her
as her mother i never hit her
as a way of reprogramming
i used her head now
i have children i spanked
at time i admit to wacking
them a good one
i was not going to have a brat
spoiled
and that is exactly what is going
dear GOD
I ASK YOU PLEASE
HEAR OUR PRAYERS
help her help herself
so because "dad" is
hot and cold a life of its own
thinks he doesn't think he
hurt her
only you know what is in her
heart
and i certainly do not
want her to have those feeling
of hatred
example
her phone is the spot that
bothers her most taking it away
gave her mine
putting obvious reasons aside
she broke her first pair
gave her mine then broke that
gave her my extra pair broke that
her "dad" picked her up Friday
for her sweat pants specifically
came back with 2 pair of black tights
may be called leggings not allowed
told her "two" pair black sweat pants
and new head plugs i took them and
put them away
you see my phone is not apped up
to a darn thing
a simple one
top up
he buys her a blackberry
i want to punch him out
a real hard one across the cheek
taking the lesson from me
anyhow
dear dear Lord can't hit her
maybe i can give her the back of my left
HAND
and then i die
bottom line
she is gifted and talented
science and performing A and B student
now FFFDFAF
CAN'T TALK TO DAD
Lord you know my routine
back to getting homework signed after
writing in her assignment down
come home do what is expected i check
it and both teacher and me sign
a system used till it was safe and
age appropriate to allow her to take it on
as she was old enough
but in high school
i worry
and all i can do is talk
maybe my shrink
she wants it
we'll get that started
something i too need to hear
Lord please hear our prayers
woke up last night the usual
time WITH ACHES AND PAINS
and was relieved to know
i share it with you all here
helping me thru prayer
for that my thanks
to my friends who get me
are in my world somehow
common denominator trust
in truth it will never let you down
ever

"If you believe that you can
damage, then believe that
you can fix.

If you believe that you can harm,
then believe you can heal.
(LM
II:112)

Remember:
Things can go from the very worst
to the very best...
... in just the blink of an eye.

Just lifting you UP, knowing the Lord is the party so capable of pouring blessings over you, over your daughter, over the need for
listening, and waiting, and learning, as she so
wants to be her own person.
It is hard, so hard living through those moments of growth,
as with growth come the pangs of heartache when a deaf ear is tuned to us
for it was not so long ago, they hung on our every breath.

May you be blessed to the full and overflowing,
Overflowing,
In love and hugs,

dear God
dear friends

thank you for another day

if i may share

"Be strong-willed and stubborn
if you want to get closer to God.
How else will you survive all
the difficulties that are sure
to come your way?"
(LM I:22)


Don't be frustrated by
the obstacles you encounter on your
spiritual journey. They are there
by DESIGN, TO INCREASE YOUR DESIRE
FOR THE GOAL YOU SEEK.
Because the greater your goal,
the greater the YEARNING you'll
need to achieve it.
(LM I:66)

i know myself at this point in my life
i did have a direct response from my God
not just once
i asked him to show my
sorry *** if my talking meant anything
and that's all i have to say about that
my God
i love you and
and that's that

Corissa was getting ready for school i have
been up with her when i can
it has much to do with Eva sleeping here
please put her us in prayer
help her see less of herself and more
of others she feels she has nothing
to do for the under privileged need help
granted we are rich in family and finer things
we must work for good thing "mommy"
understands priority and do accordingly
any how
trying to keep it together
her father is contacting her
via her phone
i want to call him and
asked what happened to her sweat pants
as a matter of fact i'm calling him
just called let a message asking why yoga pants
and not the sweat pants required
this is what i have to deal with for the next couple of days
we'll see Corissa needs to contact him
left no message that she is failing
if no interest last marking period
or the whole of her life i have no control over that
Corissa is priority

that someone who cares

May we find blessing
for in hardship there is even a thread of blessing to be discerned
once discovered
the thread may be woven with others
by which the tapestry of life is enriched
as a complex
undulating
fabric of blessing
carrying the fullness of life
whether sad
whether hurt
whether joy
whether exultant
whether tears o'erflow
the Lord has shown
blessing accompanies us nevertheless
in all things
in all things
in all things
then when we are yielded to His guidance
we are enabled
to see ever more instance of blessing
where life had seemed to obscure our vision
clouds have been lifted
mists evaporated
vision crystalline
and
BLESSINGS erupt into our field of vision
Wondrous.

amen to that
amen!

Hello my friends. Please keep me in your prayers tomorrow morning. I have had a bit of upset in my life, and once again am having real trouble walking. I see the doc. at 8:30 a.m. I have tried so hard not to take any pain medication, but I am limping around now and am worried. I pray for all of us daily. ginnie