Love you too
ginnie all in gods hands
not afraid of the truth

my angel
be well
inside and out

Inside out, or outside in, we are all in the hands of the creator. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't pray for those here on NT. This new way of greeting my days, also soothes my own soul.
Did I tell you about the shell I found? Cool true story. I don't want to repeat so let me know if I wrote it to you on this thread. xginnie

Dear Father
Brother
Mother Mary

Thank you for another day

Where do I start
Court today for my grandchild
Either I get full custody and mom in recovery
Or the state has her
Please pray all goes well
I'm so sick And tired of court
All throughout life I had to fight
I'm sick And tired of the fight
It is always in the name of truth
I'm tired of being tired
The routine of waking taking Meds
Keep me strong dear Father
I need inner peace I need to
smell your love touch that flannel shirt
my heart is always in the right place
I have so much turd on my plate
Why am I here if all has been nothing
more or less just the truth please
I do so much alone know you watch over
All
Please please pray I have Eva while mom
gets better
That is all I can do

In Jesus name
Help me

Amen!
Someone who cares

AWESOME FATHER
praise your name
you show me yourself
through a elder woman
tiny in stature
as i wait to get in the car
to go to court
she comes from my back
stopped stood in front of me
her face wrinkled with what looked
dried tears under her left eye
around 80ish says to me how are you
in her broken tongue
from behind she sees me left hand holding
the fence cane in right hunched over
i see the black sweater she was wearing
had tiny white lilt stuck to it you just wanted to pick them
i tell her i'm doing okay i said thank you
God Bless
she does the sign of the cross
and says God Bless you too
and walks her merry way
thank you for showing yourself through her
we get to court
only for a bomb to hit us
they (DYFS) were fixing on taking Eva from me
given a public defender on the spot
did his homework quickly
showed me a slew of papers
i was to have received from the agency
no such thing happened
GOD HAD OTHER PLANS
turns out in the end it was
postponed
as far as i'm concerned
this was all premeditated
but God intervened and said not today
now how can an agency try something like this to happen
especially WHEN I'M LIED TOO
IN ADDITION GOD THREW IN THE
OPPORTUNITY TO GET HER SECURITY BACK
NOW WE CAN PUT THINGS IN STORAGE
while Christine goes to a mommy and me program
after a 28 day no contact i get to watch Eva
she goes in the 12th 28 days from then mommy and
Eva are together long term rehab


GOD IS GREAT GOD IS GOOD GOD IS ALIVE GOD IS AWESOME
YOU KNOW MY HEART
I BELIEVE

thank you Brother for showing yourself
thank you Mother Mary for keeping me humble

once mother and daughter are together
someone has explaining to do
I AM RELENTLESS
and please do not lie to me
shame on DYFS i will find accountability

in Jesus name AMEN!

someone who cares

Sunday after Sunday we are brought collectively to the altar to learn still another lesson through our Senior pastor and those who step in to help her. These messages are deep, full of meaning, God speaks through them.


The notes I took last week follow in the form of verse.


Praise God from whom these blessings flow:


Yes, For Me

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Evidence
The case
The cause brought to all,
that the multitude see
No utterance given
indictment not made
The men who would rend hurt
out of fear for their cause
could not bring the case full for He had not been at all wrong,
The CHURCH!
Aberration
State for God what He thinks!
presumed thus conviction
upon He who lived meek
What horror had Christ worked here
among we WHO should KNOW?
the mind of God, Father, Creator
I AM
His great crime was to LOVE US
who had no Love of Him
He BLESSED Us,
brought Life everlasting
we must KILL HIM
for this
in our image
we created
arrogant, thus are we
who presume to judge HE
who had walked on the sea
we quake
and we tremble
in fear of lost control
KILL GOD then we cry out
as we think we hold firm
creation's effects not Him
The facts
The EVIDENCE
Bear witness to we
who,
in arrogance fail to grasp LOVE
don't receive Love from HE
whose mere thought
whose touch soft, kind
IS LOVE
yes, for me.

AWESOME Father
Brother PROTECTOR
CALMING SOOTHING Mother Mary

thank you for another day

"in the eye of the storm"
"ALL IS CALM"
not to allow everyday outside
storm of "LIFE" be the focus
even in that there is CALM
AND WE HAVE A CHOICE
either open up your Spirit person in us
WE WILL REMAIN CALM
as this too shall pass
and if this message wasn't just
EXACTLY WHERE I AM and
WHAT I NEEDED TO BE REMINDED OF
i don't know what else to say but,
"I Eva in soul and heart BELIEVE"
I AM NOT INSANE
i am witness to divine intervention
in many of my turmoil
he keeps me calm
standing in the truth
nothing to hide
about myself open to some
can the truth be manipulated?
all that try, may you be punished
accordingly
May i understand
GOD IS WATCHING
OVERSEEING ALL
NEVER ABANDONED ME
i am to trust that in the storm of
everyday life "I" must stay in the calm
and it be the EYE
THE EYES ARE THE WAY TO ONES SOUL

sweet Mother Mary
thank you for your calm
as you knew he was the
Son of God
i weep in silence with you
no mother want's to let go


someone who cares

Eva,
Today, September 8th is celebrated as the birthday of Mother Mary. The Feast of the Immaculate Conception is December 8th. 9 months later is September 8th.

Happy Birthday Mary!!!!




Gerry

Dearest Gerry

Thank you for that's just beautiful
As you are my friend
Have been thinking about you
throughout my day
Pray your coming along

In Jesus name
may your days be with
Mary in Spirit
Amen

Pray all is well
Miss you

Someone that cares

Dear Father
Brother
Mother Mary

Thank you for another day

Awesome God
The heart ache
Mother Mary felt
I cannot comprehend
The love of this child
I call my granddaughter
Eva
Given my name
I was there when she entered
into this world
A world in such termoil
The killings of ones own kind
By horrible leaders
This world has no business
tampering with chemicals intended
to end mass killings what is wrong
The mad men of the world did
enough already and on and on
I pray the world makes it until
our awesome God commands it
Good God has me working hard
almost everyday with something
important
Fight to stay alive
In Jesus name I Believe
And remain your worker

Someone who cares

the beams of light be lit
i will take pictures
and put a few up

in pain you would hope for
a way of peace
this is not happening
around the ceremonies a way of life

war war war all around

all ways remember yours
it a war that isn't going to
end

remembering

someone who cares