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Gerry,
You always offer so much despite your excruciating pain and other problems. It raises my heart to hear that your children are so supportive, as it is lowered by Eva's travails - my two daughters are Polar opposites. We all have our struggles and wish only the best for our Loved Ones. So keep drawing comfort from your family, in giving you strength they, themselves are indirectly helping those you help here. Be a proud Mother. Dave. |
Dave/Eva
I too know what it is like to have a child that suffered from cocaine addiction. She has been clean for many years.
At present, my middle child (daughter) is working with others dealing with addiction. She has taken courses and is certified. She has even gone to visit the prison for a few of the younger addicts. She especially works with the parents. Eva, Keep praying. Don't feel your life, as far as your children are concerned, is over. As I had mentioned in a previous post. We don't see the whole picture. Eventually, we will. Gerry |
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I know you know I know Thank you for being understanding I ask my shrink again What is it with me And his answer is You have been through much in life And I think to myself Tell me something I don't know Love Me |
…And he went through 7 years of Training for those Pearls:confused::D
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I mean
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Are you for real Love Me |
Dear Eva,
My last Psychologist - the one who deliberately triggered a Panic Attack - said, when I was virtually crawling to the door at the end of the session, 'You are an interesting Subject'. As though I were no more than a lab rat. Never went back. You, with your personality shining through your issues, deserve words of encouragement, a course of action, possible/probable answers. How about paying him/her? by 'Helpful words spoken'. Dave |
Doctors how absent minded or is it the staff
Today I make it to the oncologists office
My three month check up Last time I was there he was going to give me a script for my mammo (forgotten) Got home called them asked for the office to mail script That was three months ago Now I know how I expressed over and over again about how I HATE going to doctors I did all I was suppose to do when I was young mother how very important yearly well checks was a routine in my family So I put off the neglect Said to myself ill have to see obgyn routine PAP and get my script for mammo The office cancelled on me doctor in delevery won't be in office This happened twice Still awaiting for a reschedule Asked Sue who works for George the Doc for years So I ask her to kindly send me script for Sonogram for my removed breasts and search for any left over Cancer I have a problem under my arm and it does not seem to be a issue So waking in my usual way from pain Maybe I slept 3 solid hours will be starting my day with a cup of warm coffee strong for the headaches everyday from neck Took my morning Meds a hour earlier as ill be moving around early getting ready So lets see I left my cardiologist after being with him since 2003 because I and a different patient were scheduled for the same day and time We were there before doors opened As the assistant further said that the doctor would not be in I collected my files As my doctor sided with the front end and the woman who made my appointment no longer worked there When I found my appointment card I made a copy attached a letter And that was that never seen Felix My first Meds on a daily basis began with him My blood pressure Meds and my Xanax for I would spike 200 beats per minute or more It's my shrink that handles the Xanax Haven't found a cardiologist I trust or like Had my necular stress test before second Posterior cervical distectomy fusion because I failed to fuse the first time This is how I found out I had and apical defect of the heart ask me if I needed to know with all the other crap going on Anyhow it is suppose to rain Management in my building may try and give me a hard time for a parking space does not have to be handicap but to swap with those in the building of 300units have more than one Some may have up to three with storage Very political and curupt this I will fight I am on the top level Open to the elements And in the winter they come to my door to move it so they could plow Now of course it needs to be done But I told them I will apply it should not be a problem My copy of handicap lisence and a month verbal request With my copy was a written request for accommodation for a different spot I will go to the office upon my return It feels like a stressful day I know for sure sounds like it We shall see Me |
Doctors how absent minded or is it the staff
Today I make it to the oncologists office
My three month check up Last time I was there he was going to give me a script for my mammo (forgotten) Got home called them asked for the office to mail script That was three months ago Now I know how I expressed over and over again about how I HATE going to doctors I did all I was suppose to do when I was young mother how very important yearly well checks was a routine in my family So I put off the neglect Said to myself ill have to see obgyn routine PAP and get my script for mammo The office cancelled on me doctor in delevery won't be in office Asked Sue who works for George the Doc for years So I ask her to kindly send me script for Sonogram for my removed breasts and search for any left over Cancer I have a problem under my arm and it does not seem to be a issue So waking in my usual way from pain Maybe I slept 3 solid hours will be starting my day with a cup of warm coffee strong for the headaches everyday from neck Took my morning Meds a hour earlier as ill be moving around early getting ready So lets see I left my cardiologist after being with him since 2003 because I and a different patient were scheduled for the same day and time We were there before doors opened As the assistant further said that the doctor would not be in I collected my files As my doctor sided with the front end and the woman who made my appointment no longer worked there When I found my appointment card I made a copy attached a letter And that was that never seen Felix My first Meds on a daily basis began with him My blood pressure Meds and my Xanax for I would spike 200 beats per minute or more It's my shrink that handles the Xanax Haven't found a cardiologist I trust or like Had my necular stress test before second Posterior cervical distectomy fusion because I failed to fuse the first time This is how I found out I had and apical defect of the heart ask me if I needed to know with all the other crap going on Anyhow it is suppose to rain Management in my building may try and give me a hard time for a parking space does not have to be handicap but to swap with those in the building of 300units have more than one Some may have up to three with storage Very political and curupt this I will fight I am on the top level Open to the elements And in the winter they come to my door to move it so they could plow Now of course it needs to be done But I told them I will apply it should not be a problem My copy of handicap lisence and a month verbal request With my copy was a written request for accommodation for a different spot I will go to the office upon my return It feels like a stressful day I know for sure sounds like it We shall see Me |
Dear Eva,
That sort of day would put me on my back for weeks, taking megadoses of my meds! I know, as you do, that these necessary Evils come to try us at times, it is just so unfair that they have all come at once for you. Try to rest for as long as possible when you have finished this Marathon. I truly feel for you. Dave. |
how quick i was shot down
making it to my pain specialist
i explain what happened with the last DRUG ZONAGRAN and why i needed to stop it i called the office when i stopped went through the withdrawals he didn't seem to i don't know interested concerned explained what happened with my shrink and bottom line asked him to dispense my xanax so i begin to tell him of the research i came across with what neurologist doctor Kevin Tracey and how the nervous system might be able to be hacked a very intriguing study and trials in the works he cut me off and said he wasn't interested that there have been studies like what i was explaining what a thought not to have to take meds for one thing and hope it works and it not destroy other organs i so f****** frustrated at my doctors doctors i have been with since the beginning i'm sick of it just sick of it why strip m of my HOPE oh maybe because it isn't another drug NO MORE FREAKING DRUGS so i won't be happy right at the moment discouraged treated as if what i say and physically feel is not in my head but nothing else one thing for certain the drugs are kill me also make no mistake how i hate them my doctor stole my thunder while he'll be on a two month vacation jeez i'm so angry me |
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