dear God
my Brother Jesus
my Mother

thank you for yet another day

there is a beautiful place
a place of soothing
sweet sound of Love

through a dear sweet friend
not having very good sleep
thinking of all the added stress
i have to endure
where to put it
i don't have any
room in my being
to the point of not wanting
to move on any more
i cannot corrupt
Focus on Blessings2
that is a place to be
thankful in all
and not ***** all
so much
my pain is pretty darn
bad right now
i wish i could have
the hardware taken out
it hurts so badly
my shoulders feel so bruised
the weight is heavy
be it my Cross
i carry it with Honor
with the weather rain rain
all needed rain
i get the feeling
the Almighty is speaking
as natural disasters along
with human brutality
the non compliance
the fact that Navada
fire, water, air, earthquakes
and we just keep pushing
without the consequences
i think not
lets look at Apple's
latest gadget that should
have been a thought in the beginning
but oh no lets get the phone to be worthless
to the robber
it is televised
here in the TRI-STATE
the therm used among the ones who
steal the products call it "apple pickin"
now political persons among several
states collectively will talk about
this disabling the phone
only good with the new phones
bull turd

so i have decided to take Corissa's
father to court
and return the way payment is made
should have never relieved him or
had him removed from the system

i was the fool
no one else
he just got what he wanted
not if i have anything to do with it
be it my duty to the rest of the unfortunate
as all my life it be difficult because of the
non compliance and am done

when has any President
or any running mate
ever in my life time
cleaned up the child support
system
MAKE NO MISTAKE
THERE IS A SYSTEM
IT IS A MATTER OF GETTING
WORKERS SITTING ON THEIR HANDS
MY LIFE
MY LIFE
oh how difficult it was raising
4 children by myself
now financial aid
again MY CASE WITH MY
EX-HUSBAND SET PRESIDENT
GENERAL MOTORS
oh the things i have been through
i wonder what kind of book would
it be

now moving in here
put laminate flooring down
and bingo
water infiltration
destroyed
and because wind driven
rain is the issue and i didn't
do the painting
for i would have seen the
window frame has come away
from the building
therefore i can see directly outside

my insurance agent
after paying for renters insurance
ever since i have been on my own
he said that,
because i was in the efficiency
had floors put down
and 4 floors above me
a pipe burst
to no submit
they are to close together
i could be dropped
i was mortified
been paying since i was 20's
to have it if
anyone hurts themselves
or worse yet a fire
this is a rip off in the end
of course i won't give up the
insurance
suggested to speak to the owner
management knows for almost a week
the super a week already
so i ask anyone who would like to chime in
i'm a smart cookie
with always something to learn
in this particular case is it FAIR
to say

one week lead time for a super or any maintenance
to show up to the apartment ?????
to respond to my call of the water infiltration

i just came from a brand new building being
built in my home town forced to move out into another town
my Mayor in my old home town and will forever
remain the same my Mayor is my boss
now the Mayor of this town is at war with my boss
and known him since he too was a little tike
his mother and father superintendents for the
same owner
both pretty much equal in apartments
for my parents 32 family
pristine on a rock as Hoboken is more under
water then not
my pain specialist who's business
is in that area flooded when we were hit
by SANDY
well it is Friday
the phone ringing off the hook since
7:00 this morning Christine is having a melt down
so sister and sister are together as they only
live about 15 blocks from each other in my old home town
the baby is with me and my daughter
who lives with mommy she is only 15teen
that teenage age
but mamma is here
you can always count on mommy
that is just the way it is
they need me
dear Brother
your Father has shown
himself to me by answering prayers
that only he and i know of
never saying a word to anyone
make no mistake I me Eva has
no doubt as FAITH is empowered by belief
and I SHOUT IT FROM THE HIGHEST MOUNTAIN
I BELIEVE
might i please put in prayer
you continue to carry me until
i gather up the time and truth
as i take Corissa's father to court
left a message
requesting several things
that i would like child support
in a money order
and all other submission
i will send him for 1/2 of
uniform, her very much need computer,
nothing special this one has exceeded its
warranty so therefore because it has been
taken care of it can be upgraded
i have always provided medical insurance
by working and hope to one day return
as my job is there
then there is her phone something
he has yet to have her phone repaired
i wish he never introduced her to a new
phone
surprised her with it
took all my planned
use of what i believe would have
taught her responsibility
a phone that needs to be topped up
with money purchase the card she chooses
to
and with what money you might be thinking
her allowance money by taking out the garbage every day
well that was very short lived and took that very much
needed lesson in life
he changed all that
and because his other children
i think it's 5 one not by him but
because the wife from the DOMINIC REPUBLIC
after his previous wife deceased breast cancer
went to the brain
point
this piece of turd
can afford to pay a hell
of a lot more and
i will be in the position
standing in the truth
my LORD
holding me up
as the truth comes
after all he never complied
to the request of the two year
return
and only paid minimum
so any suggestions?
as i pray hep me dear God
show me what to do

it is that
SOMEONE WHO CARES

WITH MUCH LOVE TO ALL
i did not do this to be mean Spirited
in anyway
But, to learn and understand
all diplomatically done
this is just a place to vent

Dear Eva,
You've been through so much. I'm praying for you and wishing for an angel
to comfort you in your troubles.

Gentle Hugz and many prayers for you my friend

And more prayers

We all need to vent...great job Eva...get it out. All part of processing.

Here is your safe space...no judgements; no need to explain...lots of compassion...people that still listen...a place to let your guard down.

I suppose I am just saying what this board is for me along with all the great information.

don't keep it inside ...we are here for ya
Johanna

dear friend

thank you for the encouragement
you provide me with
it does not fall on deaf ears
use it
may i be a support
in anyway i can
much love in
return

someone who cares