another sunny day
Father
Brother Mother Mary thank you for what i about to receive today i was ready to go elsewhere stopped here so it is sunny out rare to come by these days and am not able to leave to go anywhere having withdrawal problems from the zonagran 100 mg once a day for the feet and hands stomach cramps so bad several nights ago would have gone to hospital pulled through the night Father the enormity of it all the powerlessness the pain in every form what am i who am i but your child i ask to feel you i ask you touch me i am not blind i see the beauty in all the chaos this is truly a test upon test and never ending as i know i must forgive as my Brother teaches me God forgive me of any pain i may have caused and don't know it i will NOT try another drug as i write i am going through withdrawals my brain tingling like mad i know the signs and symptoms as only you know to myself i will be true therefore i will continue to suffer the pains i do in my feet and hands my back is burning today mostly upper right back and as time is passing is spreading over the left side my cross i still carry your Love keep me afloat as my blessings are what i must focus on Amen me |
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Eva, I believe we are "chosen". You know what that word means all too well. He is asking much of us. We/you are very "special" in His sight. Giving all this to Him is what you do each day. Oh what joy we bring to Him when we accept what God permits. We will know perfect joy; just not yet. Gerry |
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be well and be safe me |
Blessed
The beauty shared in your writings Ger and Eva, are blessing to me. God is life and love, the staple of my being. Through Him and in Him am I able to subsist.
Eva and I write of the comfort of being embraced by flannel shirt clothed strong arms by which The Father enfolds us. We live where there is pain, disappointment, love, joy,accomplishment, and through all I know God brings fulfillment to me. Thank you for being part of the joy I know! Love, M56 :grouphug: |
it is here we gather...
Father
Brother Mother Mary thank you for what i am to receive today it is here we remember what we have in our lives that has blessings all over it my family for one my grandchild who loves me with all her little beating heart yesterday she was expressing to me that she understands pain somehow at the bottom of the toddler pool must have had sand that was like glass particles and the tips of her fingers are scratched to the raw point she was having pain in her fingers and how we have something in common sometimes she'll say her neck hurts to cute oh and the conversations we have priceless there is a story i tell no lie and it goes like this i yet was not inflicted in anyway with physical pain working nights Corissa was not yet in school i want to say she was about three maybe younger i asked her to please pick up her toys and my child my last responds "i can't, my back hurts" that could have been the precursor and i thaught it was cute rather than see she was working me she knew she had my heart now seventeen miss i know it all still trying to get her to get her GED just do that one thing at the time just like everything else one day at a time it is to hot to go to the pool today temp. with heat index is due to be over 100 degrees so we are home bound after all we really did not get weather that would let us go there has been so much rain and cloudy days this summer is a loss to ratio of monies to join and the nasty weather it's a loss anyhow we will take what ever is left weather wise for the pool my grandchild has a blast today i am blessed to not be in that dark place withdrawals are pretty much over that to a blessing i am wishing all a good day a blessed one bless my life as You gift me everyday love me |
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Eva, So glad to hear you being upbeat; thanks to that "little charmer, Eva".... She is priceless. From the way you describe your granddaughter;I feel like I know her. Too Cute!!!!!!!!! Gerry |
Dear Eva,
My 2 1/2 year old Grandson, who lives with me - with his mother - is a source of Wonder every day as he learns, develops and masters new things. It has been instant potty training this past fortnight, just 3 accidents due to not tucking 'it' down:) Bright boy. Every evening he waters the plants in his Container Garden we set up for him. 2 days ago he ate his first home-grown strawberry (birds got the others before we got netting). That strawberry cost me about $18, I hope we get some more:D This weekend my little Granddaughter comes over. Joy unbounded! She has been making great strides in her development, too. The Little Ones and all the Friends on this Forum, can't do without either now. Dave. |
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The little ones can add such wonder and trust in their eyes; so heartwarming. They bring joy and delight to these aching bodies. Gerry |
It is so sweet to hear you all talk so lovingly about your adorable grandchildren.
They are a blessing to all of you and when you share these cute stories, we are blessed too. Thanks for sharing. I don't have kids or grandkids so it is fun to live vicariously through everyone here. Thanks friends, D. |
She lifts me up
Father
Brother Mother Mary Thank you for what I am about to receive today I have such mindful wonderful friends here The joy of the little ones ARE priceless Little Eva has a gift I believe The purpose of her little mind is filled with wonderful ideas and thoughts when I ask her what are you thinking of She will proceed to close her eyes and tell me how she is making her brain think about the fireworks seen on the Fourth of July And she squeezes them tightly and shouts out I see it mimma I can see the fireworks my brain let me do it Awesome se is Gods gifts for sure Last night before bed she wanted to write in her marble book We do all kinds of things Connect the dots The abc or one two threes Draw hearts and make them into faces She has a special connect with me I believe it is because the time spent together is not superficial But of substance And I make her be in charge And a good job is listening to every single word that comes out of her mouth And I LISTEN TO EACH AND EVERY WORD SHE UTTERS she loves it when we make up stories and hers is celebrated Nothing can compare to the joy a young innocent child looking for approval or a positive respond The innocent smile the innocent natural love that exudes from her This (mimma) wouldn't have it any other way She is gifted this I recognized and encourage Reading one of her loves And I am happy to help her in any way And allowing her the once in a while time we can escape into la la land Oh yes I must remember it is not her job to put a smile on my face But it be my job to put a SMILE on her face So today will be a new day Depression somewhat at bay And see what the day has to offer Corissas made premeditated agganements without my consent A young lady eighteen years of age Here is my stance I asked her not to lie, manipulate or to Please do the things that are thought through The simpleness of the truth Hence "To thy self be true" And all else will follow In Jesus name I do believe In kindness from others A teaching from our Children to the Adults I shall try to be thankful in my day And a prayer for all who are homeless or feel hopeless show them the glimmer the light at the end of a tunnel road day I trust you Jesus The son of our Father Amen Love Me |
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