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07-22-2015, 09:44 PM | #241 | ||
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Eva, You inspire your granddaughter to express to you about what she is thinking; the interest you show her by listening to her words. You are helping her with creativity that may have never been released without your help. These are things she will keep with her all her life. Eva, you are quite gifted. It would be great if you were able to be a volunteer teaching; working with children in ways to express themselves. Gerry |
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07-23-2015, 07:37 AM | #242 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary Father thank you for what I am about to receive in my day Dear friend how much you have been paying attention My dear sweet friend You have come to know me well Well enough to figure out Children and other human beings And the connection we make with one another I so enjoy watching children at work You know When they are drawing or writing How their little mouth and tongue work along also contorting ever which way My son still has his boyish ways with his mouth when engulfed in writing and he's 32 And so does Corissa's mouth only with her it's more tongue movement And my very favorite is reading and making up our own Oh to be blessed with the most simple things in life To be a child and to be whimsical I will never know As I was responsible little girl under the age of five for we were still living in South Africa in the city of Durban I would so love to go back to South Africa and retrace my footsteps To be a mom is to be a teacher In my worse times with my own children I am still needed even just to hear my voice Oh how miss their little hands and fingers Now they have all grown without a father in their lives To have made that conscious decision at a young age that I would go this road alone and but of course by the Grace of God raised them alone All no my story To not trust one owns father I certainly did not trust anybody with them unless supervised That was a long time ago Yet it feels like it was just yesterday Anyhow it's getting time to meet with the shrink Hoping all a blessed day Love Me
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07-23-2015, 10:12 AM | #243 | ||
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Eva, If you were ever up to applying for a Day Care helper; you could bring your granddaughter in as a reference. You would be perfect in that role. Good luck with your "shrink". Gerry |
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07-25-2015, 08:41 AM | #244 | |||
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honestly if i could if i could i would dismiss ALL of my doctors and yet i cannot to start all over with a new doctor i throw in the towel my shrink want to keep me on now make no mistake i let him know exactly what my point was with the doctors and their complacency seriously is that what happens because this is my experience and then i follow Gunny Fitz hear and concur and disagree and sympathize and honor and am angry for for Rrae to express how she is comforted just knowing her patches are at her disposal to hear the pain so great what one may do as depression takes over for you to have gone through the trial and it not be for you to make a personal decision i get it i'm just to scared taking a break not feeling well be back love me
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07-25-2015, 10:03 PM | #245 | |||
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That shrink is hearing you
And Not booting you out for saying Docs are complacent in your treatment my friend At Least That one Is Listening If I get it right Huggin ya M56 |
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07-26-2015, 12:31 PM | #246 | |||
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you most certainly do get it honestly what does one begin to think i will never again allow anyone who is not willing to listen and hear what one is saying how is that doctor learning anything for that matter and being with this one who writes out my scripts that do nothing but but mask pain or rather ATTEMPT to get it right ooooooooooh how frustrating for if i weren't with him for so long i would drop him as i would a hot plate and then the shrink suggests to write a note what do you mean write a note i think to myself note never can it be explained in a note and i personally like looking into ones eyes when speaking to them pain has overtaken this body in a blink of an eye i cry out at times Lord Jesus make it stop i cannot help but wonder what i would be like to wake up one day and the pain be gone just like that just like it came on thought i woke up with a stiff neck stiff alright now the blessings i am aware of and of those unseen to the eye for in my heart i understand We are human this comes with responsibility of all kinds even as we grow from seedlings till the end of life as we know it as humans and with any luck you find the Spirit plane of life and all that other in between stuff in life we must be responsible as we get there i am teaching my grandchild the 10 commandments keeping it simple she hears me speak to my Father my Brother the Our Father she loves given to us by the Son of our Father his name Jesus Christ no one can deny of such a man i wonder if science will be more in touch with the possibilities what our Father ALLOWS Amen to my community of friends who accepted me and keeps me afloat as my time here has become a live journal in some ways may my experience strength and hope be received and is helpful Father thank you for what i am about to receive today let me not hurt in Jesus i trust love me
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08-04-2015, 04:32 PM | #247 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary thank you for what i am to receive today blessings to all and to a family torn to pieces keep me afloat dear Father i having a really hard time Father only you know come into my heart hold it in Your hands bring Life back to me You and only You know what that is let that worn flannel feel brush up on my pain cradle in your loving arms i need You please come into my heart heal me in Jesus name Amen love me
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08-04-2015, 06:50 PM | #248 | |||
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Dear Lord,
Hear our Eva's words. She endures so much, Asks so little. Amen. Dave.
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08-04-2015, 09:46 PM | #249 | |||
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Praying, Eva, that the flannel shirt
Enfold you in comforting arms of love. M56 |
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08-05-2015, 12:58 PM | #250 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary thank you for what i am about to receive today as i try and stay in this life my body mind and Spirit are torn and bruised bruised badly i am i dread waking for that doomed sadness is ready to take over manifesting physically lets see what my shrink has to say about this never in all my life in all the sad things that has happened in my life i puzzles me so i in a deep depression most of it all pretty heavy duty stuff and i was still standing i was able to take it all ALL there was through my way i took it did not make anyone else "it" their PROBLEM "IT" did not get me BUT IT DID NOW my shrink says your way up there in the world of many unfair happenings to "keep up the fight" he says before my next time with him it's a bi-weekly thing so not hearing from my boy after he calls needing consoling i comfort assure him all will be what else All will just be haven't heard from him left a message to call i am not in a good place with my older children not by choice and i cannot push it under the rug as much as i have tried i love and care if they are happy Father what happened will it ever come together like a puzzle undone never coming together so many missing pieces and in this unfinished puzzle i have an image of it finished with beautiful golden pastel colors silhouette of my family in our yard with dog in tow a tire swing on a old full of story tree branches that was climbed by many a happy souls now ours this is my puzzle this is my family this is our tree love me
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