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Old 07-22-2015, 09:44 PM #241
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Father
Brother
Mother Mary

Thank you for what I am about to receive today

I have such mindful wonderful friends here
The joy of the little ones ARE priceless
Little Eva has a gift I believe
The purpose of her little mind is filled
with wonderful ideas and thoughts when I
ask her what are you thinking of
She will proceed to close her eyes and tell me
how she is making her brain think about the fireworks seen
on the Fourth of July
And she squeezes them tightly and shouts out
I see it mimma I can see the fireworks
my brain let me do it
Awesome se is
Gods gifts for sure
Last night before bed
she wanted to write in her marble book
We do all kinds of things
Connect the dots
The abc or one two threes
Draw hearts and make them into
faces
She has a special connect with me
I believe it is because the time spent together
is not superficial
But of substance
And I make her be in charge
And a good job is listening to every
single word that comes out of her mouth
And I LISTEN TO EACH AND EVERY WORD SHE UTTERS
she loves it when we make up stories and hers is celebrated
Nothing can compare to the joy a young innocent child looking
for approval or a positive respond
The innocent smile the innocent natural love
that exudes from her
This (mimma) wouldn't have it any other way
She is gifted this I recognized and encourage
Reading one of her loves
And I am happy to help her in any way
And allowing her the once in a while time we can escape
into la la land
Oh yes I must remember it is not her job to put a smile on
my face
But it be my job to put a SMILE on her face
So today will be a new day
Depression somewhat at bay
And see what the day has to offer
Corissas made premeditated agganements
without my consent
A young lady eighteen years of age
Here is my stance
I asked her not to lie, manipulate or to
Please do the things that are thought through
The simpleness of the truth
Hence
"To thy self be true"
And all else will follow
In Jesus name
I do believe
In kindness from others
A teaching from our Children to the Adults
I shall try to be thankful in my day
And a prayer for all who are homeless
or feel hopeless show them the glimmer
the light at the end of a tunnel road day
I trust you Jesus
The son of our Father
Amen
Love
Me

Eva,

You inspire your granddaughter to express to you about what she is thinking; the interest you show her by listening to her words. You are helping her with creativity that may have never been released without your help. These are things she will keep with her all her life.

Eva, you are quite gifted. It would be great if you were able to be a volunteer teaching; working with children in ways to express themselves.


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Eva,

You inspire your granddaughter to express to you about what she is thinking; the interest you show her by listening to her words. You are helping her with creativity that may have never been released without your help. These are things she will keep with her all her life.

Eva, you are quite gifted. It would be great if you were able to be a volunteer teaching; working with children in ways to express themselves.


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Mother Mary

Father thank you for what I am about to receive in my day

Dear friend
how much you have been paying attention
My dear sweet friend
You have come to know me well
Well enough to figure out
Children and other human beings
And the connection we make with one another
I so enjoy watching children at work
You know
When they are drawing or writing
How their little mouth and tongue work
along also contorting ever which way
My son still has his boyish ways with his mouth
when engulfed in writing and he's 32
And so does Corissa's mouth only with her it's
more tongue movement
And my very favorite is reading and making
up our own
Oh to be blessed with the most simple things in life
To be a child and to be whimsical I will never know
As I was responsible little girl under the age of five
for we were still living in South Africa in the city of Durban
I would so love to go back to South Africa and retrace my
footsteps
To be a mom
is to be a teacher
In my worse times with my own children
I am still needed even just to hear my voice
Oh how miss their little hands and fingers
Now they have all grown
without a father in their lives
To have made that conscious decision at a young age
that I would go this road alone and but of course by the
Grace of God raised them alone
All no my story
To not trust one owns father
I certainly did not trust anybody with them
unless supervised
That was a long time ago
Yet it feels like it was just yesterday
Anyhow it's getting time to meet with the shrink
Hoping all a blessed day
Love
Me
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Father
Brother
Mother Mary

Father thank you for what I am about to receive in my day

Dear friend
how much you have been paying attention
My dear sweet friend
You have come to know me well
Well enough to figure out
Children and other human beings
And the connection we make with one another
I so enjoy watching children at work
You know
When they are drawing or writing
How their little mouth and tongue work
along also contorting ever which way
My son still has his boyish ways with his mouth
when engulfed in writing and he's 32
And so does Corissa's mouth only with her it's
more tongue movement
And my very favorite is reading and making
up our own
Oh to be blessed with the most simple things in life
To be a child and to be whimsical I will never know
As I was responsible little girl under the age of five
for we were still living in South Africa in the city of Durban
I would so love to go back to South Africa and retrace my
footsteps
To be a mom
is to be a teacher
In my worse times with my own children
I am still needed even just to hear my voice
Oh how miss their little hands and fingers
Now they have all grown
without a father in their lives
To have made that conscious decision at a young age
that I would go this road alone and but of course by the
Grace of God raised them alone
All no my story
To not trust one owns father
I certainly did not trust anybody with them
unless supervised
That was a long time ago
Yet it feels like it was just yesterday
Anyhow it's getting time to meet with the shrink
Hoping all a blessed day
Love
Me

Eva,
If you were ever up to applying for a Day Care helper; you could bring your granddaughter in as a reference. You would be perfect in that role.
Good luck with your "shrink".

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If you were ever up to applying for a Day Care helper; you could bring your granddaughter in as a reference. You would be perfect in that role.
Good luck with your "shrink".

Gerry
dear Gerry

honestly if i could
if i could
i would dismiss ALL of my doctors
and yet i cannot
to start all over with a new doctor
i throw in the towel
my shrink want to keep me on
now make no mistake
i let him know exactly what my point
was with the doctors and their complacency
seriously
is that what happens
because this is my experience
and then i follow Gunny Fitz
hear and concur and disagree and sympathize
and honor and am angry for
for Rrae to express how she is comforted
just knowing her patches are at her disposal
to hear the pain so great what one may do
as depression takes over
for you to have gone through the trial
and it not be for you
to make a personal decision i get it
i'm just to scared
taking a break
not feeling well
be back
love me
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That shrink is hearing you
And
Not booting you out for saying
Docs are complacent in your treatment my friend
At Least
That one
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If I get it right

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That shrink is hearing you
And
Not booting you out for saying
Docs are complacent in your treatment my friend
At Least
That one
Is
Listening
If I get it right

Huggin ya

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my dear friend

you most certainly do get it
honestly
what does one begin to think
i will never again allow anyone
who is not willing to listen
and hear what one is saying
how is that doctor learning
anything for that matter
and being with this one
who writes out my scripts
that do nothing but but mask
pain
or rather ATTEMPT to get it right
ooooooooooh how frustrating
for if i weren't with him for so long
i would drop him as i would a hot plate
and then the shrink suggests to
write a note
what do you mean write a note
i think to myself
note
never can it be explained in a note
and i personally
like looking into ones eyes
when speaking to them
pain has overtaken this body
in a blink of an eye
i cry out at times
Lord Jesus
make it stop
i cannot help but wonder
what i would be like to wake
up one day and the pain be gone
just like that
just like it came on
thought i woke up with a stiff neck
stiff alright now

the blessings i am aware of
and of those unseen to the eye
for in my heart i understand
We are human
this comes with responsibility of all kinds
even as we grow from seedlings
till the end of life as we know it
as humans
and with any luck you find the
Spirit plane of life
and all that other in between stuff in life
we must be responsible
as we get there
i am teaching my grandchild the 10 commandments
keeping it simple
she hears me speak to my Father
my Brother
the Our Father she loves
given to us by the Son of our Father
his name Jesus Christ
no one can deny of such a man
i wonder if science
will be more in touch with
the possibilities what our Father
ALLOWS
Amen

to my community of friends
who accepted me and keeps me afloat
as my time here has become a live journal
in some ways
may my experience strength and hope
be received and is helpful

Father thank you for what i am about to receive today
let me not hurt
in Jesus i trust
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Father
Brother
Mother Mary

thank you for what i am to receive today

blessings to all
and to a family torn to pieces
keep me afloat dear Father
i having a really hard time
Father only you know
come into my heart
hold it in Your hands
bring Life back to me
You and only You
know what that is
let that worn flannel feel
brush up on my pain
cradle in your loving arms
i need You
please come into my heart
heal me
in Jesus name
Amen
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Dear Lord,
Hear our Eva's words.
She endures so much,
Asks so little.
Amen.

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Enfold you in comforting arms of love.

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thank you for what i am about to receive today

as i try and stay in this life
my body mind and Spirit
are torn and bruised
bruised badly i am
i dread waking
for that doomed sadness
is ready to take over
manifesting physically
lets see what my shrink has to say about this
never in all my life
in all the sad things that has happened
in my life
i puzzles me so
i in a deep depression
most of it all pretty heavy duty stuff
and i was still standing
i was able to take it all
ALL there was through my way
i took it
did not make anyone else "it" their
PROBLEM
"IT" did not get me
BUT IT DID NOW
my shrink says your way up there
in the world of many unfair happenings
to
"keep up the fight"
he says before my next time with him
it's a bi-weekly thing
so not hearing from my boy
after he calls needing consoling
i comfort assure him all will be
what else
All will just be
haven't heard from him
left a message to call
i am not in a good place
with my older children
not by choice
and i cannot push it under the rug
as much as i have tried
i love and care if they are happy
Father
what happened
will it ever come together
like a puzzle
undone
never coming together
so many missing pieces
and in this unfinished puzzle
i have an image of it finished
with beautiful golden pastel colors
silhouette of my family in our yard
with dog in tow
a tire swing on a old full of story tree
branches that was climbed
by many a happy souls
now ours
this is my puzzle
this is my family
this is our tree
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