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06-21-2014, 11:52 AM | #81 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary thank you for another day blessings in everything that happens in our day like it or not how many times we have good intentions for the day something always happens to change those intentions nothing "i" can do about it and to make sure i am only responsible what and how i respond what my "babygirl" is up to i have many concerns and it only seems to be important to me and my eldest as she lived with us most of Corissa's grammar school life 7th grade when i became ill oh Father how everything is falling apart why is Corissa behaving as she is i don't get it is everything to be accepted as all is just fine and then not be responsible while home telling her ENJOY YOUR SUMMER when fall comes i expect her to squash her GED Father it is not me i cannot the disease is so magnified and hot in the works its becoming truly draining really
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"Thanks for this!" says: | ger715 (06-22-2014) |
06-21-2014, 07:47 PM | #82 | |||
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Bring her home Father Bring her home I beg you bring her home I beg you
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06-21-2014, 10:40 PM | #83 | |||
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And she is on her way home
Thank you Father Me
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"Thanks for this!" says: | ger715 (06-22-2014) |
06-22-2014, 06:19 AM | #84 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary Thank you for another day Yesterday by far has been one of the harder ones My child left her home Help her Father So much gone on in her little time on earth It pains me so much to see them hurt I am it to everyone The go to person And then something like yesterday Oh dear God the Almighty Who brings us the promise of lull quietly happy everyone doing awesome no pain suffering I so cannot protect them just be there when need be I wish my had the mental strength to get this world and all that's in it To not run away from the one who loves you To always be certain that you can accomplish anything her heart desires It's the desires strength and hope one has all of us have most of us are afraid not guided given a helping chance To be the best they can be As a little girl I had many monsters And now I have little Eva what else other than the love from mimma is real She holds on to me with such might Builds all kinds of cakes and castles with her Legos a never ending gift She just keeps making me stuff This too I shared with Corissa She is grown into a beautiful daughter her father would tell her she was fat I fat stopped that Oh Father the pain sorrow of the worries she didn't take off Yes I'm talking about young girls you hear leaving home Taking a hitch ride These things do happen Or that she did not go into NYC Her not in school affected her deeply I haven't had a situation as I have here Never was school to have had any action in the adult world a sixteen year old loosing her way in school and I did all I could They failed my daughter Half the security in the school is now working the town pool I yet to have a talk to some who already know me just as a member of the town pool even when living in my forever previous hometown of 46 years the Mayor a friend of mine grew up together watched his mother and father do the same job as my parents Superintendent Just a few blocks from us up the hill Oh Father what was on her mind when she made it down to the Hoboken piers Took the light rail home I just want to cry The unecessary worries that we have going on in our lives Will anyone just stop and listen LISTEN THANK YOU FATHER BRINGING HER HOME SAFE In Jesus Christ I trust Amen
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"Thanks for this!" says: | ger715 (06-22-2014), Hannabananna (06-22-2014) |
06-22-2014, 07:50 PM | #85 | ||
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Oh Eva,
Please tell Corissa I hurt for her too. I know she has so much to offer. Pray she will not waste her "God given talent". I will PM you. Gerry |
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"Thanks for this!" says: | eva5667faliure (06-22-2014), Hannabananna (06-22-2014) |
06-24-2014, 09:58 PM | #86 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary Take care of Christine Keep her alive for her baby Watch over her Angles My heart has been shattered for so long I just want to come home I can't stop with this non stop Pain of every kind What am I to do I feel terrible telling my child to leave I had to however badly it hurts To love them is to cry It hurts to cry I can't even do that without it killing me Please keep her safe and close to you Brother hold her tight Don't let evil prevail In the name of Jesus Amen!
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"Thanks for this!" says: | Hannabananna (06-27-2014) |
07-01-2014, 03:03 AM | #87 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary Another day what have I learned That my anger over so many injustices A judge not to hear the evidence rescheduling because my daughter was misinformed Resulting in us me sitting on a wooden bench for four hours as a result of misinformation To fight a vehicle ticket issued to my daughter handed it to her as I left to find parking Now you wonder What the heck is this one talking about My faith Do I have it To be up at this time as a result of misinformation We go to the parking director on leaving the court in my Old home town of 46 years So I say to the judge it was my car I was gone and after the fact while my daughter on the street awaiting police was issued a ticket THAT WAS OF ADDRESS TWO BLOCKS where we were from A direct indication of being malicious My daughter going to get liquids to take her Meds TWO meter men walk over to the car One says no problem The other ticketed my car just because Car still running me in the driver seat not to be there no more than 3 minutes And it be okay for my boss the Mayor of my home town double park with his driver getting coffee every morning went taking Corissa to school everyday Why are people so mean and cruel Four hour on a bench Ticket handed to my daughter I was not there when it happened looking for parking Judge would not hear my daughter It is rescheduled for another day ALL BECAUSE MY DAUGHTER MISINFORMED THIS THE JUDGE DID NOT CARE TO HEAR SO went to parking authority director WHO FIRST I WAS TOLD WAS NOT AVAILABLE I SAID I'LL WAIT SHE THEN TELLS ME THE DIRECTOR TOOK PERSONAL LEAVE ABRUPTLY CAN YOU IMAGINE SO IM UP I CERTAINLY DID THE FOLLOWING CALLED THE MAYOR MY BOSS A REAMEMED HIM TOLD HIM WHY I COULD NOT SLEEP AS MY PAIN SPEAKS NOW YOU BET YA LEFT THE ONLY MESSAGE ABOUT HOW THIS WAS BEING HANDLED AND MANULIPATED AS MEETING WITH THE DIRECTOR ALMOST A MONTH AGO IT WAS PUT IN WRITING THE REQUEST OF THE TAPE SHOWING THE EVENT AND FOR BOTH METERMAIDS TO BE IN COURT NEITHER OF THE TWO HAPPENED BECAUSE OF MISINFORMATION I AM , !!!!!!!!??????!!!!!!!! FURIOUS AND I ask YOU FATHER WHY WHY ALL THE LIES THE I DON'T CARE ATTITUDE IT'S NOT MY PROBLEM I WON'T LET THIS ONE GO TO TICKET MY DAUGHTER AFTER I MOVED MY CAR I CANNOT SLEEP I HURT SO BADLY HENCE I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE IT SURE KICK ME WHILE IM DOWN THE JUDGE APPEARED AT 10:30 I WANTED TO SHOUT AND WHAT IS YOUR EXCUSE FOR BEING LATE I FELT BEATEN DOWN I WAS AND IT DOES NOT STOP THE THROBBING IS NUTS AND PLEASE JUST BEHEAD ME AS FOR MY LOWER BACK SOMEONE BLOW IT UP I DON'T WANT TO GO ON ANYMORE I AM SO SICK OF THIS WORLD AND WHAT I AM EXPOSED TO GODS PLANET OF EVIL I AM BY FAR NEAR BEING A SAINT BUT THE CONSTANT INJUSTICE TEST ME FATHER PUSH ME OVER THE EDGE I HURT SO BADLY ALREADY I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE MY BODY IS DEAD ALREADY WHAT MORE NO MORE
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07-01-2014, 10:06 AM | #88 | ||
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Eva, Wish I had words to soften the overload of emotions you are have been dealt. Pray I will that God will give you the strength to cope with all you are going through. Gerry |
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"Thanks for this!" says: | eva5667faliure (07-01-2014) |
07-01-2014, 10:36 AM | #89 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary the process of managing my rage when not on my meds something no one needed to know everything was suppose to be ready it should have been thrown out and i am to shut my brain down while i walk sit lay nothing did i take any meds no i am afraid my body has already built a a tolerance and to walk around and remember what my supervisor now a second title president of the city association "lie" so i could receive comp case fact we will never know if lifting industrial wash bucket and mop wasn't the cause of my neck Father you know how angry i was when my supervisor suggested where is the reward for doing the right thing my body is worth nothing i wouldn't want myself so to be alone seems more and more a reality i do not do well when persons get paid the money and just stand around walk back and forth while waiting for a judge late no apologies what more to have to endure my daughter not getting her turd together become the next reality i have too be what to my grandchild you let the devil mess with over and over and the fact i watched 98% interpreter was necessary my thaught went to what would happen if i needed one brought me back to school no bilingual help for me oh heck no then i think to myself why i walking in the Mayors office there is public information about something next i hear my daughter say where is this in English the fella says turn the sheet of paper a stack of them i take the stack eyeballed it turned a half over in one language and the other in English really i can't believe the mental stress i encountered just because of language barrier on several situations WHY Father the chances of an only space going to see the director and the meter not working my daughter video taped me putting in a second quarter and it was only understood via the video WHY Father to be humiliated when finally before the judge not knowing how to plead i was guilty to a point he just malicious WHY Father i am in a funk long enough and have this added turd to take care of my whole being BROKEN me
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"Thanks for this!" says: | ger715 (07-01-2014) |
07-01-2014, 02:38 PM | #90 | ||
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Eva, While you may be broken; you will fix what is broken in due time. Please hang in there. Love & Prayers, Gerry |
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