Well I cut loose one of the beaus today...unfortunately the super sexy hot one but hey he wasn't the guy for me so oh well! And I get my botox on the 17th yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I also surprised Sandy and told her I am going to see unless there is 8 feet of snow if I can fly to visit her next month for my birthday!!!

Debbie, LOL I thought the same thing and the two brats sing like their happy! lol

Frank, now now, I already took dibs on officially having the biggest balls of them all.

Oh, ya'll here that? Another GTG if Renee comes in! We'll get Frank, Deb, Wiz, DebbieD, Barb, DM and anyone else brave enough to sit with us! LOL

I think I posted..and it didnt go thru...dumb computer....
I wish I lived closer for the GTG..... I would promise not to kiss anyone..hehehee

well...my thread was about going to drs tomorrow...check me out..make sure throat isnt strep..and talk to her about mono info....more...in case this could be like a first illness of it....who knows....but feeling awful yet...

work was terrible..I was embarrassed to be there, one customer I was about to take their order...and got a coughing fit...I always say..oh wow..I got a tickly in my throat...hoping they wont worry about eating at my place...but how embarrassing.....

I covered my shift tomorrow...the working with customer part...I will go in at some point to do some business stuff and crew schedule...but stay on puter and when done get going...I also will call dr in AM to try to get in after work...


we did however decorate the tree...Ciara was excited and Maddie loves the lights...ALL red...you know..."decorations of redddd on a greeennn Christmas treeeee wont be the same without you here with me...Ill have a blueeeee Christmas without youuuuu"

well when living out East that song always got to me when I was young and first married...when we didnt get this way for the holidays...my fav color is RED too....so I tended to buy only red lights...

Last night as listening to christmas music...I had a good Madeline cry...I was listening to a favorite song... Away in a Manger...and the part, The Cattle are lowly.....got me...reminded me of her and I, our talk in her bed about the cows and how loud and what is the noise they are making...she said they do that when the babies are taken away at times....

so when I heard the cattle are lowly...whatever that means..made me think of our talk....it was a good cry.....I know she is looking over us as Christmas arrives....I got teary as we got out the Christmas stuff...as my tree skirt is one she made..quilted....it was her original one for her tree...few years ago she knew I wanted one...and when she needed a Bigger one..she made a new one for her..and gave me hers....which means even mroe than a newly made one....

We decided to put an angel on top of tree, in honor of Madeline and our baby angel Sabrina....we have a old st. nicholas topper...and also angel..so we went with angel this year.....

The holidays can be bitter sweet!! But always guys remember the sweet part...as life is always sweet..there is always something to thank God for ...to look forward to..no matter how we feel, any disabilities to slow us down....no matter what....life is sweet!!

getting emotional..hehehe hugss to all..

oh by the way...DEBBIE and FRANK...I want to buy one of those trees...how big is it..?? you gotta make me one..and I will buy it...and pay for shipping...hehe are you interested let me know...hugsssss,sarah

OK, wait a minute, back up . . . ONE of the beaus I only heard about 1. Please, dear Renee, spill. I am listening . . . . LOL I am sorry it didn't work out with the super hot sexy one.

(((Sarah))) I am glad you decided to put the angel on top this year. It will be a hard year for you and your family but you are all strong and have faith and therefore, will be just fine. You, personally, have all of us to help you through this. Now, go take care of that cough and get some rest.

To Frank's Deb- two words- Craft bazaars! So clever and kewl.

Glad everyone enjoyed the mini GTG. They are great for whatever ails ya.

sabimax- I know how painful the holidays are when someone you love is missing.

well deb how much you sell them for..and how big are they hehehe

lets see.....I love the green...and would love red lights...like I do my big tree ....hugsss



thanks all for the thoughts...heading to bed, the kids and I were sitting up this late in the room with the tree..with the room lights off..and just the lights of the tree on..with christmas music playing....(well sounds peaceful...but then at times Ciara was upset and crying...cause she wanted light on...Maddie so cuttteeee....she saw we have a McDonald fry box with fries ornament...she kept grabbing the box and trying to take a fry out..lol...hehehehe

hugss and night all, sarah

wierd..what happened to Debbies post...I saw it I know I did...it said what color and what color lights and taht she sells them....went back to show daughter the pics of trees...and then forward to show her the post that yes she sells them..and it isnt there....(now that I type this it will be there hehehe) helpp losing it...hehe

I am sitting here getting ready to go to bed and I still cannot take my eyes off those light balls. They are so pretty when its dark. I had to take pics for my sister of the trees and light balls. She was saying 'Why didn't we think of that?" lol

Goodnight all and sweet dreams.

green with red ... not a problem .... my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family during this holiday season sarah ....