dear french

i am right where you are
pain woke me out of sleep
no more for me
i am still in limbo
have no clue if completed
with the fusing after 2nd surgery
had things on back burner
due to cancer
but i'll be getting
filmed as soon as spacers
come out they have magnets
in them
i am so sorry you
sound like how i feel
ALL THE TIME NOW
MOSTLY AFTER SECOND
SURGERY
WISHING YOU HEALING
THAT WORKS IN THE END
MY IDIOT DOCTOR
DEEMS AFTER A YEAR
YOU ARE SAID TO BE HEALED
NOT IN MY CASE
THAT I AM SURE OF

FEEL GOOD
AND HOPE THINGS AREN'T
ANYTHING WHERE I AM
AT

I know you have been posting to French. I am sorry where your back issues are so hard on you. Especially after being through this cancer. I so hope a solution can be found where you have a better level of comfort. Please have hope. I may not have liked my surgery, and had a hard recovery, but the surgery did help me. No question about that. I am not 100% of course, but much better, with no neuro symptoms in my arms or hands. My neck is stiff, and does not turn over my shoulder very well. ROM was effected, but the results I can't really complain about considering what I was like before the surgery. it was this site Eva, and those dear souls, that helped me through that surgery, and all phases of my recovery. I am 22 months post, and I did do some garden work the other day. Hope answers come your way. ginnie