Hi Eva,

Please try what you can to keep your spirits up through this, attitude and positive thinking makes such a difference in pain and health. I feel so bad for all your pain, and I understand it so well. Wish we lived a bit closer so I could pop by for a cup of tea and give you a big hug!

Pain is such a tiring condition, I also have a hard time some days trying to keep my thoughts on the good things when it wears me down, but I try not to let it get me down for long and try my best to focus on all the positive things in my life, all the things I can do and all the things I am grateful for. I wish the same for you.

Trying to learn all we can about our health, treatments, options, etc can be a full time job, it seems as though the patients need as much medical knowledge as the doctors these days, I'm proud of you for keeping up with it so long and with so much going on. You are one strong lady!!! Just remember you have lots of friends and family who care and are wishing you well and better days.

Keep up the fight, stay strong!!! You will beat this cancer and overcome all these odds, I have faith.

Try and have a good night!! I think a hot bath and sweet treat should be in order for you my dear!! ((hugs))

Cathie