[heatherg23]

Hello all,
Having a bad day!
I'm dealing with 2 constant pain conditions and another that is sparatic. I have so much back pain I can't even stand up straight. I'm stuck laying in bed. Actually I'm always stuck in bed because of my RSD which is another very painful condition.

My pain doc doesn't believe me when I told him another doctor said the middle of my back is painful because of Internal Scar Tissue. It's due to having the same spinal surgery 3 times. That was due to the RSD. I have layers upon layers of scar tissue inside me. Also my lower spine curves to the right.
So everything from my shoulder blades down hurts non-stop.

The only thing I don't have pain in is my 2 arms and left leg/foot. I'm physically tired. I'm tired of trying to relieve this pain and relieve that pain. And so on and so on and so on.

My mom said my recent back pain is my fault because I went to a movie with my dad. We live an hour away so we meet half way to see a movie and dinner.

I led my 2 dogs into the living room (just to get them out of my hair for a while) and my mom said "Do you want to watch this movie I just got". I said "Noooo I need to lay down" due to back pain. She said in a very mean way "What do you expect when you go to a movie" "You should know better then that". She could care less. She's never cared. That itself makes me upset.

I guess I should go............just needed to get this out...............thanx
Heather