WTH ?

You beaten yourself again :mad: Hun, you are too worth !! you are a wonderful person that deseves the best in this life... I really pray it will come soon... dont ask me how life sometimes look this horrible and unfair...

Im not having a good time neither, so, dont have much words of hope for you, BUT, I wanted to tell you, that you are wrong when you say you have nothing to give us back... YOU HAVE GIVEN ME LOTS !!!!!!!!! When Im sad, feel lonely, I immediately think about you and the great friends I have here... :hug: You have helped me more than once, please, NEVER forget that !!! :hug:

I need you.

I love you.

I was going to say something else and I forgot... :rolleyes: my bad.

Re read the lovely post here... they are full of wisdom. We love you.

Aw, and yeah, listen our song before going to bed tonight ok ?

Love ya ! :grouphug:

I feel bad for being so negative all the time. I'm not trying to shoot down everything people tell me... I just have a hard time seeing the bright side as anything more then fantasy. And I'm so easily overwhelmed right now; the sadness is taking so much energy, I'm working so much, and looking for a new place to live... :Sigh: I just can't get help right now, I can't focus on anything else. I'm sorry you'll have to put up with me for at least another month or two. :(

((Addy) it's good to see you again by the way!) and ((BMW)) I'm sorry you have to keep telling me the same things over and over; I feel really bad. I wish I could get better so I wouldn't bother you anymore. But it's so nice to feel cared about and I have to admit that I like all the attention. :o

((Blue)) It always makes me feel a little better just because you post. You are one of the few who have made me feel needed, but don't be surprised if I make you repeat yourself a lot. :o I'm sorry you're having a hard time too. :hug: You have to listen to our song too, kay? :) I love you too, Blue. (hehe that ryhmes :p)

I'm feeling kind of numb right now, which is actually kind of nice after the past few days :rolleyes: Tomorrow's my first day off work for three or four weeks. I think I'll go to bed for 10-12 hours. :o

Thank you all for putting up with me for so long. :grouphug:

ah haa see it is you who thinks you are "bothering" me .I can bet a million dollars that NOBODY else here thinks you are bothering me, or them...it is your silly mind worrying and trying to guess what others are thinking...
but lonely YOUR WRONG!! You are not bothering me.
It will be nice for you to have a few days off..I am jealous of you.I have to work Fri, Sat and Monday and only get Sunday off. I am up and not sleepy cus I have to go to the dentist today and I HATE going . now that going to dentist thing is the kind of stuff that bothers me.but you ...to read one of us can make you feel a tiny bit better..well thats the best. :hug: :hug: thats what we care about. Lonely your a pretty okay good kind caring person . :hug: and you cant fool us!
maybe I will try to sleep before the sun starts shining this morning. I hope your day today is relaxing and good all day long Lonely.
PEACE
BMW

Maybe I just thought I was bothering people because, no one else is as kind and caring as the people here. :p

I'm sorry you have to work so much, at least you get the 4th off to celebrate. Your dentist appointment is probably over by now; I hope it wasn't so bad. I bet it wasn't nearly as bad as the worrying about it though.

:hug:

just thought i'd add my two cents... please don't give up!

if it helps, try some of these to feel better:
- think of all your friends here and the people that would miss you, i can see it just by reading the posts here.
- take a walk or do something relaxing that you enjoy (for me, baking a cake tonight) but some people prefer bubble baths.
- try to think positively, make a list of all the great things (this'll be tough) but Oprah says it works! ;)
- watch a movie or read a book to escape a little bit from reality.
- write in a journal to vent, come post here, paint a picture, write poetry, etc. to release all the feelings. (this is what i did yesterday, it kinda helped me).
- and if all else fails, speak to a professional about more suggestions.

there are so many things to do before giving up! and i know none of them will fix anything or cure anything, but they may help a tiny bit to help get through rough patches.

*thinking of you and sending positive thoughts your way*

Thank you Wish for the advice, and even more for the thoughts. :)

Wish :hug:, that is a fabulous list!

Lonely1 - I think that in writing here, you are reaching out for help = so keep doing it buddy! cuz we all really do understand and DO want to help.

Hey my crazy :Mexican: friend... I'm sorry I haven't kept up with you and the others here... I'm happy to be back and to see you! ((BlueMajo))

:sing: Addy

(((Addy))) We have missed you lots !!!! I always need your positive energy !!! specially in these days when I feel terribly... I was ready to abort the mission life !!! :(

Anyway, I will stop the rant about my pathetic life.... :hug:

How are you today ? How is work going ?? Thinking about you !!! :hug:

Please have an ice cream in my name today sweetie !!! :hug: :winky:

HI Lonely,
I am sorry you are having a difficult time.
Be kind to yourself and give yourself time to regroup.
Sometimes, this is a matter to time. Other times, we also have things we need to do to heal. You have the best clue about your needs!:)
I feel you are right on the edge of making some changes you will find helpful.
Take life day-by-day, and even hour-by-hour, when necessary. :winky:
If you could have your life any way you want it..... how would your life look?
(Maybe something to think about? Everything starts with an idea, a hope, a goal, a dream!)
Gratitude lists help us all to recognize the important aspects of our lives.:)

It's not easy to fight depression. You know this!
Yet, I do believe you can triumph over all of this!
If you need help with this...look for help!
If someone here needed help with this, I'd bet you'd help them to find the help? I am sure you would do so! :)
Step-by-step!
What a great poem David has written for you!:D
Lots of notes here from caring people! :D

We can only support your efforts!
We have to depend upon you to show us what you need! :grouphug:

Take good care of yourself... you deserve it! :hug:

Keep moving forward in faith!
~DejaVu

"Everything starts with an idea, a hope, a goal, a dream!"

That was so pretty dear Deja !!! :hug: (all your post was to be honest :) )