Thank's for the post Deja, I'm having a hard time with the goals/dreams part, but I'm doing the day to day/hour to hour part pretty well. The only way I can keep going is if I don't think about the future. :o I have to move soon, but I can't find a cheap place to live, and I know exactly 0 people so roommates are out of the question. Ug, I'm sick of moving. I've had to move once or twice a year, every year for about 4 years, and I always hate it.

((Blue)) You can rant about your life all you want to, I don't mind at all. In fact, I would love to hear about it. :hug: Why is your tag set to angry? Is it becasue of work probably? By the way I did have an ice cream yesterday. ;) It was too expensive, and I really can't afford it, but I bought it anyway. :p I hope your angries go away soon. :hug:

Aw sweetie !!! Thanks for the ice cream thing !!! Was it... hum... chocolate ? vanilla maybe ? Tell me about it ! Yummy ! oh... they can certainly be very expensive... Hagen dazs (spell ?) for example, iugh... are delicious but extremely expensive ! :p

Yeah you are right... it is about work :mad: I was posting my stupid long stories at the bipolar forum...

Basically, everybody in that place hate me and it is reciprocal... :mad:

Have you heard about the St. Jude's children hospital ? it is my dream to go there... I might start looking for an opportunity there next time I feel bored... :D

Sending you hugs !!!
Talk to me more often ok ? I dont want to even imagine you are feeling sad somewhere else while Im feeling angry here and we could chat here instead ! :hug:

Much love,
Majo.

I got the ice cream from an actual ice cream parlor, that's why it was so expensive. It was cheesecake flavored ice cream with oreo crumbles and caramel in it. :D

I definitely think you should try to work at St. Jude's! They always need caring and compassionate people to work there, so you'll fit right in. :) And just getting away from the stress and people in your lab are reason enough to leave. I think you'll feel a lot better when you don't have to deal with mean people all day.

Hang in there til you get an oppertunity to follow your dream
:hug:

thinking of you