[MandaC]

Hi All,

I know I haven't posted in a long time. I still lurk and drop in every once in awhile. I hope everyone is doing well and keeping their chins up.

Not sure what's up with me tonight. Feeling very vulnerable to my emotions. I can't let people in my past go, specifically ex boyfriends. Please don't read this as a girl who can't get over a guy. Anyone that has followed my posts knows that it's more than this. Even though I don't want to date them, I hate being on bad terms with them. This feeling is followed by trying to contact them numerous times and not being able to stop. I want them to be okay with me and like who I am. I can't stop trying. It's bad.

Anyway, I just really needed to write.....thanks....