Wow...so many profound things have been said on this thread...I personally want to thank all of you that have given me much to think about...my self worth have suffered so much this past year and especially the last month or so. I'm so glad this thread has continued to pop up now and again!!

Thanks Blue for starting this thread....love yer guts!

(((((Tammy)))))

2011 has to be a good year for you ! you deserve it !

I agree !!! It is impossible to find more wise and wonderful people than the ones here !!!

Arg... (I was going to say a bad word), Im mad again... this time the anger is against me...

Is like I cant do things correctly...

Even in silly things... I always take the wrong decision... blah... I can only disappoint myself...

what to do when you are never satisfied with yourself ??? When will I learn ?? Im never happy with the decision I make... I think I have a problem... of... selfesteem maybe !? dont know how to call it... But Im always mad with me... always regreting... always thinking what if I had, or I hadnt... and, as a consequence, I usually end up feeling so mad, frustrated, disapointed and... dont know, I always feel envy for everybody else ??

Shut... Im mad... Im so wrong I know... but cant help it... I just hate me... I have always have this nasty feeling since I was like 10 ? I used to cut myself... I dont do it anymore because my anger is so terrible that cutting me is not even enough... so, I just.... blah.. cry ? I feel terrible... cant explain it properly... I feel like Im sick...

Hey Blue Please give yourself some slack,and be patient with these things. BF

Aw dear BF.... thanks for being here tonight !!!

I feel so silly...

Be thankful for what you have; you'll end up having more. If you concentrate on what you don't have, you will never, ever have enough.
-- Oprah Winfrey

to quote David.....

I have scars up and down my arms from years of depression and suicide attempts and hospitalizations. Turns out I just needed to get out of my parents house and work, exercise and socialize. It was very hard the first year, learning to be a person, but that was 10 years ago and now it's like breathing. I have not been on medication for depression or anything in 5 years and I am very happy. My relationship with my parents improved a couple years after I moved out.

This is my story. i would never suggest that it is what you should do, but I will suggest that this darkness is a chapter in your life, not the whole story. Hang in there and you will change, grow and evolve. Kill yourself and the book ends. You have a right to do whichever you wish, but personally I'd advise you to stick around. Its worth it... As dark as it is now, is how light it will be.

Love and Light.

Profound! Thank you for those words of wisdom YogaLife.

Thank you for the love !



And yogalife, thank you for the light, I need it so much right now

YogaLife Profound is not the word...........

Blue please head the truly inspirational words of YogaLife.

When your dead the book ends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Your'e story has not even started yet...........................

Today make a list ................what you want.........and what you dont want...............


CONCENTRATE on what you want ..................give no thought to the negative thoughts......

LOVE YOURSELF...............be AMAZED at what YOU have achieved.................


Above all rationalize what you have

[ and many others do not have] put your life into perspective.

David