Addy:

Some little bird is giving you a sign to get out your sprouting gear, get some seeds and start GROWING LIFE!!!

I believe God, the universe, WHO KNOWS!!sends us little signs from time to time. I happened to be on this particular forum which has NOTHING to do with sprouting, but look what happened. You read my post, you have the stuff in the house, and now you indeed have a reason to use them.

You will see GREENS growing in your kitchen. You will eat them (I just had the most delicious lunch and I grew all of it).

Good stuff going IN, makes you feel good all over.

Try it.

Love, Mel

Hhhhuuuuuummmmmmm well...... hobbys are a problem for me to be honest.... :o
They will help at the beginning but, eventually, will turn into a torture, obsession and anguish.... :rolleyes:

I dont know.... now that I think about it.... there is something I want to do... read philosophy to discover or try to discover the purpose of life.... hum.... I refuse to believe we dont have a purpose. I can see for example how my parents just "live".... I cant. I need to find what for ? why for ?? that is really bothering me now... :( and I think this situation keeps making me feel depressed....

Argh... Im at the lab... I CANT STAND MY CO-WORKERS !!!!!! ugh....

ADDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !!!!! *LOL* Im yelling yes ! with mexican style ! LOL

Melody - darn tooting you're here for a reason! :D

Blue - heck, you're describing me and my "hobbies"... yep, I get totally ocd'd into them at times... my world falls apart around me... but I function and I'm happy ... and yep, it takes a ton of work and courage!!!! I speak from experience which I experience time and time again... and which I am starting to accept as "OK, this is ME!"... and I quit beating myself up over my "habits" and my obsessions (unless, of course, they are debilitation which is another story... )..... sigh, ain't life complicated....

and because life is complicated... and we are all so darn human... I believe that you may have found what your passion is, dear Blue....

learn all you can while suffering along-side coworkers you really don't want to be around (boy, can I relate to that!!!) ... let your mind free to roam towards fulfilling your dreams... for out of those dreams will grow your realities....

there is never anything wrong with dreaming... and in the reality of the dream... if we learn we've had enough of that dream... its ok to move on...

and I hope all this makes sense as I must hit the send button and get on with a new thread I want to start for Goofy....

:grouphug:

My dreams depress me :(

My hobbies too....

I think is better to live like a plant.... just waiting for the sun... for the rain... is so sad isnt it ?

Blue, I'm still trying to figure out if you are a guy or a gal. Others might know but I don't. I'm new on these forums.

Melody

Gal. :)

I didn't know either.. but I went to her profile and the picture is of a girl.. which doesn't always mean anything.. but I scrolled through the visitor's messages and someone called her girl. :)

:hug: :hug: and more :hug: for Blue... not sure what to say at the moment except I care...

Yep, Im a girl !!! LOL, that sounded like a baby shower thing or something :D

Yep, Im a gal.... and Im the one in my profile pic.... :)

Thanks for caring !!!! That means a lot !!! :grouphug:

Well, I just so happen to think that you're a pretty gal! :) Looked at your photoshopped album and thought I'd just let you know! I can't decide what it is--your eyes? Your smile? Just--all of you? I really don't know, but I think you are beautiful. Inside and out. :hug:

You're going to get through this... I just know it. Hang on tight to any little piece of hope you can find... :)

Ooh, what a pretty photo. You look very nice.

Melody

Aw.... :o I feel touched.

Thanks for saying that dear friends.... you are very sweet and.... ugh, I think it's been a while.... I mean, a looooooooooong while, ages, since somebody thought I was pretty !! I consider myself actually very ugly... so, to be honest, you elevated my self-esteem 1,000 feet !!! :)

Very sweet.

Thanks so much....

I had a nasty day... every wednesday we have a little reunion at the lab where we present our projects.... you know last week was my turn, today, a girl I cant stand... she is so fake, she keeps pretending to be somebody she is not... ugh... pathetic.